(maybe twitlonger will be in bold and in a previous chapter he said he added a small note, that will be in italics)
Recently, I have been through a tragedy. My daughter, Autumn Caroline, passed away on December 31, 2015 at 10:32 a.m. That day is one of the worst days of my life. The other, is today. Today, it hit me that she is gone. She didn't come in the bedroom begging for a cuddle or she didn't come in laughing as Joy chased her. Nothing happened. She didn't come. I didn't expect to feel so dead inside, to feel like I don't belong here. I'm just really depressed. It's normal, really. People are depressed when someone they love passes away. So really I guess I'm grieving like everyone else does/is. My family, Danielle, the boys and I really needed your thoughts and prayers during this difficult time. Especially me. Danielle had something to take care of and won't be back until tomorrow and I lost my shit, thinking she was leaving me for good. I hadn't slept since I passed out in the hospital and found myself here at home. I haven't eaten or showered and when you're reading this, I probably will still be in the same spot, smelling awful since I still hadn't showered and not eating anything. Louis is staying here with me, begging me to do something even though he has tears going down his cheeks every time he tried telling me to do something. If you're reading this Lou, I'm sorry. Yesterday, I walked into her bedroom and slept in her bed with Danielle and Joy. I'm thinking about locking the door and never going in there so I won't make any changes to it, but lord knows if I will or not. I wanted to say that I'm going to be okay. I need time and space. I'll be back to tweeting soon. I just wanted to write this to catch you up, even though you all probably knew about this tragedy in my life. I'll be back soon. All the love. H xx
(it's the next day, but today is Autumn's birthday. So, happy birthday to my precious angel, my baby girl. Daddy loves you so much. Keep me safe, baby.)
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okay! thank you so much for reading this story. i hope you enjoyed it and im sorry for the way it ended. if you haven't, go check out my other stories that i'm still updating! thank you guys so so so much, bye <3
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