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Suicidal Note

I was staring at my own wrist longer than I intended.

I watched as the pulse palpitate, a proof that I was still alive.

I can feel the blood running in every vein inside my body.

I wonder if I let it loose, will my pain go away?          

My heart was throbbing I can barely breathe.

The longer I stayed here the more I question my sanity.

My brain shut down and numbness took over.

And everything around me became a blur.

They say that death was the easiest escape known to man.

Maybe they were right in some way.

No one understands how pain can make you miserable.

That death was more appealing that living through this hell.

I'd rather be gone than simply existing.

No one seems to care about my shit anyway.

I'd stood in corners and watched as people do their own thing.

Waiting for someone to look up and ask me anything.

The loneliness were eating me bits by bits.

I fought so hard to win against my own demon.

But today, I lost the reason to hold on.

I was drifting further into the darkness I'd been trying to avoid.

Too late to ask some help now.

It's been too much to bear and all I want is to let it end.

I took one last look while sucking my final breath.

I closed my eyes and let my blood drained out on my wrist.

------>A/N: Whoah! I was really depressed and sad 2 years or so ago. Thank Goodness Im all okay now. Re-reading all this make my heart aches for my younger self but damn, its all fine now.;))