Lyrics & Poems Collection

What is love??

A/N: That moment when you were old enough and yet you haven't fallen in love yet.*sigh*

--->Edited: 3.14.16

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Emptiness inside my core was too great to ignore.

I could never just shrug it off just like before.

My head was spinning and almost ate me alive.

This need had been constantly clouded my mind.

I never thought, I would end up like this.

Lifeless and always pretending that there was nothing going on.

Smiles had always been plastered on my face.

Like a fake glass that never want to waver.

I might slip from time to time.

But this happy demeanor of mine will never falter.

Or so I hoped it would never happen.

But then it started to crumble right before my eyes.

It never had been an issue for me to be alone.

I was my own person for so long.

I almost forgot how to be with someone anymore.

But life had to fuck this up for me, I should've known.

I would never guess for me to beg for some trivial as this.

All I wanted was to be loved and feel the love.

But for some reason, I never did fall in love yet.

And it made me wonder if I will soon feel it.

I never understand the concept of it.

Nor why people thought it was enough reason to kill oneself.

I guess I would be one of those people that would never know.

Because LOVE to me was too foreign to understand.

I wasn't sure, if I should feel blessed or left out.

Because deep within me, I craved for it too.

I just wanted to feel it too.

I just wanted to belong.