I was so oblivious that my time was actually running out.
As if on cue, depression engulfed my being.
I'd been left with no other choice, but to continue the journey.
Trekking this misery road alone was no longer new to me.
Nobody warned me what those lies ahead,
But this one annoying voice inside my head.
It was a nightmare dodging it.
So I stopped and carefully listened to what it wants to say.
"A man can go as far as the opposite ends of the world, but you have to believe that sooner or later he'll find his way back home. TO YOU! Just have some FAITH!" the voiced screamed louder than thunder.
How easy those words may seem to say.
Believing it would be a different matter.
But being a loner was a bit of my game.
Stoppin' me now would be next to impossible.
And going back into that same field might not be that difficult.
I'd been acting it out on my tough and cold charade.
My real self was locked-in inside a shell for too long.
And suppressing all the passions just triggers the explosions.
The pain was unbearable and I just couldn't take it any longer.
The heat of my longing had reached its boiling end.
I was burning with desire to scream out your name.
To touch your angelic face and locked your big hands into mine once again.
To wiped out your tears and put smiles back on your lips.
What to do now, when it was all too late for me to be here.
My time had passed me asleep.
Left me pathetically lonely with this nagging question:
"What could have been if it is still us?"
If I was just brave enough to let you in on my life.
Telling you words that no one knows.
Showing you the world no else's goes.
Does this matter now?
NO.!!
It's because you were not here by my side anymore.
And somehow I knew that no one could mend this unrequited LOVE.
But I to be free and let it loud.

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PoetryWords in my head. Symphony of my heart. Those heartbreaks and sleepless nights created this book with tears and angst. >>Read/Comment/Vote if you're really interested on it. Thank you.