Depressed

eleven

Hailey couldn't hold the tears back as she heard what Jason said.

"Touché. Who would've thought our first kiss would be in my car, right after you're almost kidnapped by a teacher?"

She knew what she wanted to do. She wanted to make love with Jason so bad. So, so bad. The temptation was killing her. Which scared her half as bad.

But she composed herself. Jason just kissed her, and admitted he loved her. Even though they met in a short time span, it was obvious to both of them. Or maybe, Hailey.

They were in love.

And Hailey didn't want to scare Jason off just yet.

So she sobbed. And soon, she felt Jason's warm body pressed against hers. She could smell his light cinnamon body spray. She wanted more.

After she had calmed down, she backed up from Jason's embrace.

She sniffled. Then laughed. "I'm....I'm sorry I'm such a mess, I--"

She was cut of by another kiss, this one more brief. Jason lightly placed his hands on her shoulders and spoke quietly. "Are you calm enough to tell me what happened? It's killing me, I really wanna know what hell you've went through so far. I just...I just wanna be by your side at all times."

His speech was so heart melting, Hailey's cheeks turned red.

"Thanks." She muttered, looking at the floor of the car. Then she took a deep breath.....
.......and spewed it all out.

She told him about how her dad killed her mother by abuse. How he abused her and did stuff to her. She knew Jason would ask, so she told him anyways. Then she told him how Mr. Herein kissed her and kidnapped her.

By the time she was finished, Jason was so mad, she saw a vein pop out of his neck.

"Jason...." She lightly touched his cheek, which soothed him. A little.

"Unforgivable." He gritted out. Hailey laughed, surprising him. "It's okay, Jason. As long as I have you, I'll be okay, I swear."

Jason shook his head. "I want to do more than just be there for you."

He stared right into her eyes. It felt like he was staring right into her soul.

"Live with me." He said with all seriousness.

Hysteria bubbled up in Hailey's chest. "You're kidding, right?"

Jason didn't move. And she realized he was serious.

"But Jason! I can't...I really can't! I mean--"

"Look," he said, silenting her. "I'll report your dad, you live with me. I live alone."

Hailey's cheeks burned at the thought. Jason smirked and nudged her.

"Look's like somebody's having some thoughts." He waggled his eyebrows. Hailey shoved him away. "Ew! What the hell?!"

Jason laughed and put two hands up. "Okay, okay, I was just kidding!" He got serious again. "Bit seriously. You need help. And I'm willing to help you."

Hailey felt tears of gratitude in her eyes. Without a second thought, she said, "I love you."

And kissed him.

*

hiiii!

just started school today....tired asf thooo. 😒😒

algebra legit killed my brainzzzz 😵😵😵

but yeah. hope you like the update. 😬 😏

😎c-ya😎

- s.j gomes