Just Kidding

Mean

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But in all seriousness, I'm really sorry I couldn't update earlier, I've been having some issues writing this chapter. So to fulfill my Haylor dreams and where I want this story to go, I'm skipping to ONE month before they went public. So we are in November.

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Taylor.

"New to town with a made up name, in the angel city, chasing fortune and fame." I sang into the microphone. Everyone was singing along and smiling while they swayed back and forth with me.

"You had it figured out since you were in school. Everybody loves pretty, everybody loves cool." There were girls, boys, white, black, skinny, tall, fat, short, blonde, brunette, blue eyes, brown eyes, only child, the youngest of five.

It's amazing how many people, different types of people, can stand in a room, completely ignoring their differences, because of one thing that they all have in common.

And that is their love for me.

~

"Taylor!"

"Taylor! Are you dating anyone?!"

"Where is the catch of the week, Taylor?!"

"What happened to Jake?!"

"Is it true you're dating Harry Styles?!"

My heart skipped a beat. I kept ignoring them as I walked into Arial's office but, the rush of anxiety was still there. What if they know? What if they had video cameras in our hotel rooms or Harry's car?

That sounds ridiculous but it's been done.

I wonder how Harry is?

I haven't talked to him in two months. He's probably okay. I mean it's just Harry, he's a perfectly capable adult.

Why am I defending him?! He's a giant douche bag and I hope he has fallen apart without me.

I press the button on the wall that makes the elevator go up. Once it dings and the doors open, I step inside and press the button on the panel.

~

"Harry!" I screamed, jumping all around my room.

"What!" He came in out of breath with wide eyes.

"There's a fucking spider! What does it fucking look like?!" I screamed at him. He laughed and looked behind him, immediately finding a pair of my sneakers. "What are you doing?!" I stopped him from slamming my shoe down.

"I'm killing the spider." he said, oblivious to the entire thing.

"Not with my shoe! I'll have that spider on me everytime I wear these." I yelled at him.

"Oh my god," he huffed and took off his own shoe, slamming it down and probably killing the spider. He looked at me with a straight face and I nodded in satisfaction. He ripped off his other shoe and threw it somewhere in my room.

Looking at that specific memory was painful. That night we got into a huge fight and really thinking about the entire day, I didn't see Harry smile much.

Sure he laughed and joked around, but seconds after his smile dropped and he glared at everything.

I stopped thinking when my phone buzzed. "Oh look, a new twitter mention."

@Gavistyles mentioned you in a comment:

@Gavistyles: When will @taylorswift13 actually put out a good record?

I scrolled through more mentions and saw more jokes about me. I laughed at some of them and took the rest to heart.

@StylesHood: I wonder what football team @taylorswift13 is dating this week?

I nodded at that one, feeling some upset but not enough to log off twitter.

@LouLovesHarry: I heard @harrystyles has a crush on @taylorswift13 I think they would make a cute couple!

I pouted when I read that one and some of the replies. Harry and I did make a cute couple. If he wasn't such an asshole, we would've stayed together.

Oh.

I guess technically we still are together. Next month we are dating the rest of the world as well.

Then we have to break up and hate each other.

I shut my phone off when I heard knocking at the door. I got off my bed and walked to the door, looking through the peephole.

"Yes?" I opened the door after seeing a bouquet of red roses. The roses moved and a giant smile from Harry was in front of me. I shrugged, looking at him with a straight face, shutting the door.

"Yeah, I missed you too." he said sarcastically. "I bought you roses to make peace."

"I don't like roses." I plop on my couch, still staring at him with a straight face.

"You don't?" He looked at the flowers and looked back at me. "What girl doesn't like roses?" he smiled at me.

Same girl you left.

"So," he got quiet, "do you wanna go for a drive?" He asked, smiling the way he knows I can't resist.

~

The wind was blowing in my hair as Harry drove faster down the freeway. My head was out the window, laying on the door. Harry's hand was on my thigh, a small gesture he once told me meant the world to him.

The music from the radio was playing and Harry was lightly singing along with it.

It was pure bliss.

This is what I remember feeling around Harry all the time. Nothing but free and life was easy and simple. Then he left and I felt a weight on my chest that wouldn't go away.

There was maybe four seconds of the say, when I first wake up, that I don't feel anything. Then I see that I'm waking up without him.

And it all comes back to me.

||THIS IS ALL IM POSTING FOR NOW BECAUSE I HAVE WORKED TOO LONG ON THIS CHAPTER AND IT ISNT FAIR TO MAKE YOU GUYS WAIT! But I feel like the wildest dreams music video describes this story perfectly. And it makes me sad. But I wrote the last part of this chapter listening to lullaby by sia so it's kind of a downer lol.

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