Okay I lied
I can talk. I feel bad for lying to my aunt, the doctors, Paul and the rest but the last time I spoke was when I shouted at my dad and I feel very horrible. What was the use? Anytime I speak I just hurt people and I didn't want that anymore. I stare at my cornflakes as it gets soggy and I immediately lose my appetite. I walk over to the dispenser to get a cup of water when Earl walked up to me.
"I know you can speak so don't even try to pretend to me" He whispered
What? How did he know?
"Follow me" He said.
I walked with him and he took me to the garden. We sit under the Oak tree and he just stares at me.
"Why Nancy. You can trust me" He simply said.
I let out a sigh as i adjusted myself.
"It's not a crime you know. It's a decision I made. I haven't hurt anyone, have I?"
"Damn your voice is soo"
"Earl!!!!!" I said hitting him
"Alright alright. But why did you make that decision. You shouldn't be here. You're not damaged Nancy. Not like the rest of us"
"Damaged? Earl you guys aren't damaged maybe misunderstood"
"I have these illusions and I sorta bring things to life. I just finished having breakfast with Hitler. I can see him and apparently that isn't 'normal'', Cole has these weird dreams that haunt, Sophie has OCD, Paul has anger issues and when he gets mad he destroys almost everything."
"Earl--" I tried to interrupt him
"No listen Nancy, if you think not speaking is good for you it's cool but you're going to the other side. You'll have better doctors and nurses and sooner or later they will find out. And if Paul hears about imagine how pissed he'll get." Earl patted my back and walked into the building.
I just sat outside for about an hour thinking about everything. Should I tell them I could speak? it'll hurt aunt Hillary. Look at the money she spending on me and what bout Paul. I love him and I do not want him to hate me.
"Nancy, it's time to go. Your bags have been packed and the premium side are ready to have you" a nurse said helping me up.
I simply nodded and followed her all the way.
This was it. I was going o the other side to be with my boyfriend. I am leaving behind all the friends I have made just to be with Paul. I do not even feel good because it's like I an exploiting people. Earl can't understand. Nobody can. I am just alone now and I have to do what is right even if people get hurt. Though Cole does deserve to know the truth. Writing a note explaining everything would be fair.
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A/N: sorry for not updating guys, been sorta busy and all. Well we are back and we will try to update as much as possible. Don't forget forget to like and vote. If you want a good book recommendation I suggest you read 'Taking her down' by adetilewaa. Haha just a thought. Anyways stay bless x
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