If I woke up next to you

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"Mom, i'm going to school!" i shouted to my mom as i ran out the door.

Journal entry #16

I was late. I'm rarely ever late. That's not good. The teachers will wonder where I am. I don't have a note for being late. crap. I would have to go sit in the cafeteria until first period is over and I hate doing that. All the other "popular" kids are in there. i guess they think its "cool" to be late or something. weird. They bully people too. I've never had a problem with them before but you never know. I'm gonna be stuck in a room with them for an hour. What if they find out.

I'm pretty sure i think to much. I guess that's why my mom bought me this stupid journal anyway. She said so i can write down all my feelings. I guess its kind of like talking to people. I don't have friends to talk to so it helps i guess. so technically its not stupid. but it is stupid. here I go again thinking with my stupid brain. shut up already no one wants to hear your thoughts.

I got to school and walked into the office where the lady told me to go to the cafeteria so i did. As soon as i walked in i saw the "popular" kids. There was also this one other dude. I never saw him before. Maybe he's new here. He looked emo and a little scary. But i don't know what I was thinking i just walked over to him sitting all alone and sat down. Then i heard the "populars"

"Hey look at stump sitting with the loner." "He's just a gay emo Stump come hang with us."

Ok so apparently being gay isn't accepted. I'll just hide in shame for the rest of my life. Then I heard the emo looking dude say something.

"Don't listen to them."

"What's your name?"

"Pete Wentz. you?"

"Patrick Stump."

I held out a shaky hand because honestly i was really nervous. I usually don't talk to people. Pete shook my hand and then we spent the rest of the time talking and getting to know each other while ignoring the "populars" insults.

The bell rang and it turns out that we had second period together. We went to history and i sit in the back and the teacher introduced Pete to the class and told him to sit where ever and he sat next to me.

Some kid named Brendon Urie ran into class late and sat down next to Pete and welcomed him and said "hey" to me. I just awkwardly smiled back. The teacher gave Brendon detention for being late.

Later during class Pete asked me if I wanted to hang out after school and i said sure. I guess Mrs. white heard us because we got detention with Brendon. Then Brendon yelled out.

"Woohoo detention buddies! We are gonna be great friends!" and then he got kicked out and Pete laughed and got kicked out to. Great. I was alone again.

After school we all walked to detention. Brendon was like a ball of energy. He ran down the halls while Pete just laughed and i did to a little. I think I've actually made friends.

We got to detention and Brendon Burst through the door first and sat down and me and Pete walked in laughing.

There were two other guys in detention too. They were sitting in the back holding hands. the one with the black hair pointed to the one with the red hair and said "This is Gerard and im frank." By the looks of it i think they were dating but i think it might be rude to ask.

Brendon the big ball of energy introduced me, Pete, and him and then we got told to sit down.

After detention Pete invited Brendon to hang out with us and he said he had to help his mom but maybe some other time. I had already told my mom that i was going to Petes house when I called to tell her about the detention.

We got to Pete's house and his mom greeted us.

"Pete i'm so happy! I didn't expect you to make friends on your first day!"

And Pete just mumbled come on and i followed him upstairs to his room. we played video games and stuff.

"Cool fedora."

"Thanks."

"Detention was pretty fun when Brendon some how knocked over the globe and the book shelf."

"Haha yea."

"You're a quiet kid stump."

"Yea."

I got home and told my mom about Pete and Brendon. Shes was happy to hear that I've actually made friends.

I went to bed with a warm feeling in my stomach. I was happy. That's a first.