Chapter 25: Psycho

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I didnt sleep that night. I just listened to Griffin snore as I stared at the walls. The walls were just white which was kinda boring. Maybe Griffin will let me paint them. I turned to look at Griffin who was sound asleep. He wasnt too bad when he was sleeping. Probably because he wasnt hitting me or trying to fuck me. I slipped out of bed and went into the bathroom, shutting the door behind me. I stared in the mirror. Griffin had made me change my look so many times I barely recognized myself anymore, I dont know how Jared could tell it was me. I currently had maroon colored hair that was shoulder length. My face was mostly the same but Griffin made we wear a lot of makeup to cover up bruises so the other boys didnt know he was abusing me. Not that either of them cared, well maybe Cody did but not Ace.

"Alex?" Griffin called from the bedroom.

"Yeah?" I answered.

"What are you doing, come back to bed." He demanded

"Okay." I sighed, "Its so boring in here, can I paint the walls sometime?" I asked.

"Sure, whatever." He mumbled.

I laid down in the bed trying to keep my distance from him, but he pulled in into his chest and wrapped his arm around my waist. My butt was right up against his crotch which made me feel so uncomfortable. I attempted to move away but his grip on my waist tightened and he pulled me closer. 

"Stop moving, Lex." Griffin mumbled, half asleep.

I stopped moving the second he called me Lex, that was his old nickname for me. He hasn't called me that in months. I dont think Ive heard him call me that since I got back from the hospital where I lost my memory. I started thinking back to school when I had a crush on him and he called me that all the time. Tears came to my eyes. I was so confused. I didnt want to go home because I couldn't live with my parents anymore. They never wanted me from the beginning so going back home would just make me more depressed than I am living here. But I couldnt stay here with a man who claims he loves me but also abuses me. Plus, he wouldnt let me leave. Sometimes I forget that im here against my will. I sniffled as more tears escaped my eyes.

"Babe, are you crying?" Griffin spoke, snapping me out of my thoughts. 

"N-No, I think I have a cold." I lied.

He turned my shoulder so i was looking at him, "Dont lie to me, Alex." He growled.

"Im sorry" I whispered.


"Why are you crying?" He asked, confused.

"I was just thinking."

"About what?" 

"Are you ever gong to let me leave?" I asked quietly, afraid he was gonna get mad at me.

"Alex, weve been over this, youre mine. Im not letting you go, not ever." He said

"Yeah but whats you plan? Are you just gonna keep me here until you get bored and kill me? Or do you plan on getting married and starting a family? I just dont understand what my purpose here is. I dont want any of those things." I mumbled the last part.

"God Alex, its none of your business what I plan for the future." He said, obviously annoyed.

"Yes it fucking is my business!" I yelled at him as I got out of the bed and stood beside it, he looked taken back, I dont usually stand up for myself.

"Excuse me?" He yelled as he sat up.

"Its my business because this is my life! I dont plan on staying here for the rest of my life, locked up in this house like a slave, with a fucking psycho who abuses me and beats me! Mark my words Griffin as soon as I turn 18 Ill be gone before you know it! The second I am old enough to legally live on my own without having to go back to my parents I will be out of here" I screamed at him.

I was breathless from my rant. Griffin shot out of bed the second I finished talked. He reached out to grab me but I sprinted away from his grasp and toward the bathroom. Before  I had time to even reach the bathroom, both Griffin and I stopped moving. The sound of police sirens blared loudly right outside the house. Griffin stood by the window with his eyes wide as he stared at the scene below him. I ran to the other window on the other side of the room and starting banging against the glass as hard as I could, trying to get the police mens attention.  

"Please, help me!" I screamed as I continued to hit the glass.

One of the officers looked me way just as Griffin came up behind me and clamped his hand over my mouth, pulling me away from the window. I started kicking and punching the air around me, hoping to land a punch on Griffin. As I struggled with Griffin I heard the police man shouting orders to the other cops. 

"Stop fucking moving, Alex!" Griffin yelled, pure panic in his voice. 

I screamed as Griffin yanked my hair, causing me to fall. I started dragging me by my hair. He pulled me out of the room and into the hall. I he started banging on Aces door then across the hall to Codys room. They both ran out into the hall when they heard the commotion.

"Ace go get the chloroform rag! Griffin screamed. Ace ran off towards the stairs.

I continued to struggle and give Griffin a hard time. Cody just stood there with confusion on his face. 

"Cody, grab her feet" Griffin yelled at him. I looked at Cody with pleading eyes, but he turned his head and grabbed my ankles.

Griffin put his hand over my mouth again as they lifted me and took me down stairs. I saw blue and red flashing lights outside the windows. Theres was so much screaming and banging, I couldnt think straight.

"Please come out of the house, we know youre in there." I heard a voice yell outside.

I started kicking and squirming, trying to get out of Griffin and Codys grip. It was useless. They started carrying me toward the basement. I saw Ace come running from the kitchen with a rag. 'Shit, shit, shit, theyre gonna chloroform me' I thought to myself. The police officers outside started banging against the front door, trying to get inside. Cody dropped my ankles, causing Griffin to let go of my arms. I tried to get on my feet, but before I could Griffin pinned my arms down and straddled me. 

"Now be a good girl and breathe in." Griffin whispered as he held the rag against my mouth and nose.

I held my breath as long as I could, but I knew eventually id have to breathe. I gave in and took a deep breath. The last thing I saw was the door being forced opened and the sound of men shouting. Then every thing went black.

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HAhahahhaha cliffhanger. Anyways heres chapter 25, I decided Im gonna make a sequel when this book is over. Which will probably be in a couple chapters. Thank you so much for 16.2k+ !!! You guys are awesome. Please comment  and vote!!!!! Thanks so much for reading, I love all this positive feedback im getting. 

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