Broken inside //a kidnapped and abused story//

Chapter 17: Drugs and Pills

(WARNING: ADULT CONTENT DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE NOT COMFORTABLE WITH THINGS LIKE THIS)

Alexs POV

I woke up thinking Bradey was still next to me. He wasnt. No one was next to me. I stood up and sighed. This was my new life. I am now Griffins girlfriend and I have to do what he says. I walked over to the bathroom attached to my room.

I took a quick shower then got out and straitened my now blonde hair. I put on some yoga pants that were in the drawers and a sweatshirt. They already went shopping for me. I applied some mascara then heading out the door and down to the kitchen.

I walked in and looked at Ace and Griffin. Cody wasnt awake yet. Griffin stood up and walked over to me. He hugged me and held me close. I hugged back because my plan is to gain his trust then get away.

"Your home now." He whispered in my ear while we were hugging.

"And your physcotic." I said barely a whisper.

"What?" He asked.

"Nothing." I said quickly.

"Eat. Oh and i sold that little mutt of yours."

"What?!"

"You dont need a dog when you have me to cuddle with." Griffin smirked.

I sighed and sat down. I couldnt do anything about it. I miss Teddy. He was the last memory I had of Bradey. Ace put a plate of pancakes in front of me then they both sat down. I just starred at the plate. I wasnt hungry and didnt feel like eating anything ever again.

"Eat!" Griffin demanded.

"No. For all I know you could have done something to it."

"We did nothing to it Alex."

I starred at it then took a bite. I knew they wouldnt let me leave till i ate it. I took 5 or 6 bites and started feeling dizzy. I dropped the fork and put my hands on my head. Ace and Griffin smiled. Crap what did the do to my food.

I stumbled into the living room trying to get away from them. The followed and stood in the doorway as I laid on down on my back on the floor. The whole room was spinning and i felt weird. They drugged me and I wont be able to control myself once it kicks it.

The dizziness soon stopped and I started laughing. I am so confused and i dont know what im doing. I looked over at Griffin with a big smile on my face.

Griffins POV

Drugging her was the smartest thing ive ever done. She has no idea what shes doing. Shes smiling and laughing. She then stood up and walked or should i say stumbled over to me. She put her hands on my chest and looked into my eyes.

"Your really hot." She giggled.

I smiled and gave Ace a look that said leave I have business to do. He understood and left. She started rubbing her hands all over my chest.

"Damn boy." She smiled.

This is awesome. It would be even better if she was aware of what she was doing but she would never hit on me without being on drugs.

"Your so beautiful. You know that right." I said.

She just smiled and put her arms around my neck. I put my hands on her waist. She smiled and laid her head on my chest.

"I used to have a really big crush on you. You should have just asked me out. I would have said yes." She told me.

"I know but i had to be sure you were mine forever." I told her.

"Oh" She said. She has no idea what shes saying.

She then started to giggle and she pushed me into the couch and sat there as she got on my lap facing me. She smiled and put her arms around my neck. I quickly leaned in and started kissing her she kissed me back. This is awesome.

She put her hands on my pants and started rubbing me through my pants. I moaned. It felt so good. She giggled and got on her knees in-between my legs. She smiled up at me and unzipped my pants.

(Later)

Alexs POV

I woke up and dont know where I am. I turned to see someone asleep next to me. I was confused until I saw that I was naked. I started freaking out. What happened last night? I quickly realized it was Griffin asleep next to me and he too was naked. Oh no.

I quietly got up to go to the bathroom. I was almost there when I feel with a loud thud. Griffin sat up and looked around. I stayed very quite. It was dark and he couldnt see me.

"Alex?" He whispered.

I didnt say anything.

"Alex I know your there come back." He sounded desperate.

I moved closed to the door when my shirt was. I quickly grabbed it and put it on. As soon as I did Griffin turned the lap on.

"Alex get back in bed." He told me.

"N-No. What did you do to me last night?" I was terrified.

"Oh you had so much fun." He grinned.

"What did you do?" I asked again more sternly.

"Well after I drugged you, you were completely oblivious to anything that was happened. Your really good in bed." He smirked at me.

"No." I whispered to myself. I couldnt have.

"Yes." He said back to me.

I started to cry. Why did I do that? Oh yeah I was drugged and had no idea what was happening. He got up and walked over to me. He was still naked. I scooted away from him.

"Dont scoot away, Alex." He said calmly.

I leaned against the walls and closed my eyes as the tears kept falling. He sat down next to me and wrapped his arms around me. I let him. I was to tired to fight.

"Its ok. You did great and we had so much fun." He whispered to me.

Ok, he is a physco. No girl would ever want something like this to happen to them. I just want to die. Nothing ever goes right for me.

"Dont touch me." I told him.

"What?" He sounded surprised.

"I said dont touch me." I yelled.

I got up and ran to the bathroom where I locked the door and turned on the light. I heard him banging against the door but I ignored him.

I want to die. I found a bottle of random pills in the cabinet. I put one in my mouth then two then the whole container. I started crying. Griffin was still banging on the door. I started singing one of my favorite songs by Troye Sivan.

"My happy little pill, take me away, dry my eyes, bring colour to my sky, My sweet little pill, take my hunger, but within, numb my skin." I sang quietly.

The door swung open as everything started to get dark. I took one last look at the world around and then I was gone. Everything was dark. And for once in a long time. I was happy.

Griffins POV

I slammed against the door trying to open it. I heard her singing softly. I just need to open this door I need to make sure shes ok.

I was the door one more good slam and it burst open. I watched as her eyes fluttered shut. I then saw the empty bottle of pills beside her. Oh no. Why would she do this? Why? I picked her up and ran down the stairs while screaming for Ace and Cody. They came running out of their rooms. Then they saw Alex and freaked out.

"Call 911!" I screamed.

Cody ran to the phone and dialed 911. He spoke to the operator while I checked her breathing. She was still alive. For now. I spoke softly to her.

"Its ok Alex. Your gonna be fine. Its ok." I said softly and ran my fingers through her hair.

The ambulance came a couple minutes later and took her away. We drove after them towards the hospital. Im worried and scarred.

"I love you, Alex." I whispered to myself.