Broken inside //a kidnapped and abused story//

Chapter 20: Death Wishes

Alexs POV

MY head pounded and there was a burning sensation through out my whole body. My mind was hazy and I didnt understand where I was. I quickly realized my wrists and ankles were tied together, making it nearly impossible to move. I tugged at my restranits only to recieve a sharp pain from where the rope cut into my skin. I didnt understand what was happeneing, nor could I remeber where I was or how I got here.

"Hello?" I called out into the drakness "Is anyone there?" As if on que the door on the other side of the room creaked open and there stood a tall figure. I sat quitly, still tied to the floor by my ankles and wrists.
"Well, well, well. Your finally awake." A voice broke out through the darkness.
"Griffin? Is that you?" I asked.
"Yes, darling, its me." He spoke calmly and I sighed in relief.
"Oh thank goodness. Can you untie me? I dont know why im tied up, but can you just get me out of this and we can go home." I said, thankful that it was Griffin and not some stranger.
Griffin walked up to my and bent down so he was at my level. He smirked and put his hand on my cheek.
"Now why would I untie you when Im the one who tied you up in the first place." He smirked.
"W-What?" I stuttered in shock.
"You might still not remember everything, but I knew you would remember eventually and I couldnt risk you running away when you found put the truth." Griffin said as he pulled away and walked to the other side of the room to turn on the light.
"What are you talking about? What truth? Griffin tell me please." I begged.
"You really wanna know?" He asked.
"Yes..." I was unsure.
"Well, you and I used to go to the same high school. I had a crush on you for a long time. A very long time, but you never seemed to notice me you were always busy with your boyfriend of the time, Cody"
"Wait we went to the same high school?" I asked
"Shut up and let me finish the story." He snapped
I shut up immediately. I needed to hear the truth.
"So after a while I got fed up with waiting for you to notice me, so I threatened Cody and he broke up with you. I started getting your attention, but it wasnt enough. So one night I started stalking you. Going everywhere you went. Until I couldnt contain my self anymore. I had to have you. So I kidnapped you. A dangerous choice, but it still worked. I kept you at my house that my father gave me for a couple weeks. Until..." He took a deep breath.
"Until what?" I asked still in shock as to what the truth actually was.
"Until you ran away. You ran to a nearby neighborhood and went up to a random house. That is where you met Bradey. And I wasng able to get you back. You stayed there for a couple months and I stalked you, waiting for a good time to take you back. You and Bradey got close. A little too close for my liking. Then one day I was stalking you and I heard Bradey talking to Jared about calling the police. You had told them that you didnt want to call the police, but they thought it was a good idea. I had to stop them. So I took you back. But you didnt want to be with me, you wanted to be with Bradey. So you tried to kill youself." He pinched the bridge of his nose.
"I tried to kill myself..." I whispered as the memories started flooding back "And you stopped me!" I was screaming now.
"I couldnt let you die." He said sternly "I love you too much."
"Love? Is this what you call love? Keeping me against my will! Forcing me to live this life! This is not love! I wish I had died! Then I wouldnt have to be with you anymore." I screamed at him. The tears started flowing from my eyes.
"Dont you ever speak to me like that! I saved your fucking life! You ungrateful bitch!" He yelled back.
"I get to make so little descions about my life! Everyone else makes them for me! Killing my self was my descion! The one thing I could control! And you took that away as well!" I cried out.
"Im sorry, Alex. I couldnt let you die." He spat.
Griffin then got up and left. Leaving me and my thought alone. All I could think about was Bradey and my wish to die.

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Heyo! The picture is of Griffin. Thats how I picture him. Thank you for reading and please vote and comment! I appreciate everything, thank you!