Sweet Affection [Affection Series 4] {Completed}

Chapter 13

"You okay?" Rose asks as she walks near Engel who was busy staring out at the garden in front of her.

"Why do you care?" she answers which makes Rose sigh deeply.

"I don't understand why you cannot answer anything straight. It would make things less uncomfortable and difficult" Rose retorts but it doesn't affect her at all.

"When will I be able to get out of this prison?" Engel asks instead.

"This isn't your prison Engel, please don't insult my home and hospitality in that way" Rose scolds the girl before she holds the girl's shoulder and turns her to face Rose.

"And when I speak I would like you to look me in my eyes or at least face me. None of us in here is your enemy; we are here because we care about you...

Well, I care for my son and he cares for you so indirectly I care for you too, then again, Erika being your mom, I have to protect you...

Your mother, if it wasn't for her I would have never been alive or see my son grow up"

"Why are you saying all of this to me?"

"Ah, this girl can't even talk with her. You are not the only person in this world who has a tragic life...

Listen to me and listen carefully, I have kept my mouth shut about your behavior and cold shoulder just because my son requested me to...

He left you in my care and I do not want to break his trust he has in me. However, enough is enough; you need to get out of whatever shell you live in or whatever the sadness you have because living a life like this is not worth it...

Not just you but my son and everyone related to you are hurting and I really do not like with the way you are living...

I mean how a girl like Erika can give birth to a daughter like you. Have you seen the way your mom lives her life, now that is how, everyone should live, freely, doing whatever the fuck you want to, making every moment worth it...

Every time I see you all I feel is sad and frustrated, there is no life in you, no spark. I wonder what my boy is even thinking being with you...

You, you are a very ungrateful girl, do you have any idea how long my son waited for you to step in this world? Do you have any idea what your mother had to go through just to give you birth?

I mean, who does not have sadness in their life, not everything in life is on a silver plate but still your life it is much better than others have...

You have a loving family, mate, both, who can lay their lives on the line for you. Do you have any idea how lucky you are to have a mate who loves you so, so much that no matter how bad you treat him, he stands right next to you?

There are people out there who have spent their whole life for a glimpse of their mate, for their mate to come seeking them while you have had your mate by your side even before you were born...

I do not know why I am saying this to you, but I am and I will. I...I know how it feels to loose your mate, how helpless you feel when you cannot be there to protect them no matter what...

How miserable life turns out to be once they leave you, seeing your son cry for you but you can never walk up to them to wipe their tears and say that I am his mother...

To see him grow up into this beautiful man and go through the same misery I once went through when my mate left my side. Not everyone is lucky to have a mate Engel, even if you have a short life, live it fully without regrets, without hurting those who love you unconditionally...