Paraphernalia {Perrentes}

Love Like War

So, I've been getting questions about Mike and his memory about Tony. So, I am going to clear it all up right now. So after Tony and Mike got into their little argument, Tony told Mike that they should stop talking for a while. (2 weeks at tops.) But that didn't happen, they stopped talking for two months. Mike couldn't handle it, so he got depressed and tried to kill himself once again. That is how he got sent to max. While he was in max, his therapist Dr. Williams told him to think of a bad memory or thought and of course he thought about Tony. She told him to make that bad memory into a good one. That he did and in the process forgot about Tony.

I hope this cleared things up, but if it didn't please feel free to ask me more questions.

Anyway, I am going to post twice today since  I didn't post yesterday.

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Third Person

Days past and Tony couldn't figure out what was wrong with the person he loved the most. The person that held his beating heart. The person that he wanted the most. But he couldn't the doctors wouldn't tell him anything. He is lost in a sea of thoughts that he can't seem to find answers to. Thoughts that he wish he weren't there. He tried anything and everything to make this feel right, something to try and forget about what was really going on in his life.

The young boy tried to find ways to cope with what was going on, but he couldn't find the right escape goat. He couldn't seem to find his escape goat, because the person that he ran to the most didn't remember him. As the days went on, Tony couldn't help but feel like he alone in a world that was filled with people.

He felt so alone in a place where he was surrounded by civilians. Hundreds of them, maybe even thousands. But in the hospital Tony was surrounded by twenty maybe even thirty people. None of them really knew who he was. None of them knew his story but two people that he cared for the most. Two people that had his heart. One more than the other.

He was in a battle between fighting for the one that he loved or fighting to keep himself sane. But he didn't care about himself anymore, he cared about Mike. He wanted to get the person that he loved the most back. He wanted to hold him. He wanted to kiss him. He wanted to be around him. He misses the way his eyes lit up when he was talking about his brother, or the way his nose scrunched up when he laughed.

Tony was at rock bottom and he knew that. But, one thing that he did realize was that he wasn't trying. He sat in his room everyday sulking in his pain about someone that he couldn't have anymore. A person that had no idea that they even had history. So Tony took it upon himself one day to make a plan. 

Find a way for Mike to love him again, find a way to have his warm embrace around his waist at night. His warm kisses on his lips or even his cheek. His rough yet soft finger tips touch his skin.

"Forever." Tony said to himself as he fell back into his bed, the bed that he has know all to well. He placed one hand above his heart as he thought about the tall tanned tattooed boy. A smile couldn't help but break out on his face. He had the perfect plan, all he needed was got someone to help him with it.

"Forever." He whispered to himself once more.

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This is a short chapter, but I will be posting another chapter later on today like I said before. Please vote and comment thoughts and ideas. Love you my lovely Secksy Goats.

Also some exciting news, this story has reached 1k. I am so excited, this means everything to me. The reads, the votes, the comments. I'm just glad the you guys enjoy this just as much as I love writing it.