Maybe I'm not Worthless (A Jimin and BTS fic)

Letting them in

Jimin pov

I hid under my blankets hoping it was a dream. My biggest bullies were in my room. The only place I felt safe. They tried to push me out from the covers but I wouldn't let them. I couldn't. They sat on the floor I could hear the floor creek. I shut
My eyes. I don't know if
It was from fear or the feeling of someone being here for once . I fell asleep.

Namjoon pov
After about ten minutes of sitting on the floor I heard snoring. How could he fall asleep at a time like this? I quietly got up and took his covers off. Of course he was fast asleep. I saw he had dried tears on his cheeks. He must have really been scared of these people. I looked to the others who had emotionless faces, all three groups. I then realized I've never been in Jimin's room. Even when we used to be friends he always came and hung out at our house. His room was a nice light blue color. He has clouds painted on the walls to represent that it was a sky. I noticed the others were also looking at the walls is amazement. Jimin had paintings all over the walls. They were of anything from animals to just abstract. I don't think we've ever realized how artistic Jimin really was. We knew he loved to dance but he always put himself below jhope which none of us , including
Jhope, believed.  He used to have dreams of being a singer. I wonder if he still had those dreams. I believe he did due to the instruments all over his room. I stayed quiet waiting for someone to say something. Suddenly Zico spoke
Up, "I've never told anyone this" we all turned and stared waiting for what he was about to say.  He continued a few seconds later, "but, the only reason I bullied Jimin is because before I met the rest of block b I was the weirdest kid in preschool. Everyone laughed at me for being so crazy and loud.When Jimin came," he paused ," I thought that if I could get the whole school to hate him the kids would leave me alone.When you came to me that day and told me that Jimin had tried to commit suicide I didn't know what to think . I tried to continue on tormenting him but as soon as school ended I realized that I
Could Of been in the same
Position. I don't think I would have lasted as long As Jimin to be honest" Zico said staring at his feet. "Me either" Jb said," I only bullied him because I used to be the smartest kid in school but when Jimin came to school freshmen year he was the top of the school. I couldn't take it. I was already worried about Jungkook who had skipped so many grades. I decided to take my anger out on Jimin himself. I regret everything I've ever done to him now ," Jb said with sad eyes.

I grabbed the sketchbook that was under Jimin's sheet. He was almost
Done coloring it. I had a feeling all his paintings had a secret meaning behind it. Suddenly a piece of paper dropped out of his sketchbook. I scanned through it. It was a letter. A letter he wrote a few days ago. His suicide letter.