Maybe I'm not Worthless (A Jimin and BTS fic)

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Jimin pov~

"So what did you come in here for exactly?" Jhope said obviously upset we were wasting precious time when we could be working on the choreo. I looked to the side as Jungkook and V watched closely. I always felt like I was being watched by Jungkook and I didn't know if I got more freaked out or more shy when it happened.

I snapped back as Suga explained himself. "We are currently stuck on lyrics and I need Jimin's help. Now let's go Jimin," Suga said to me, sternly grabbing my left hand. "No he's not helping you . Do it yourself we need a choreo now," Jhope said grabbing my right hand. "Listen Jhope I'm not in a great mood so if you don't want to die I suggest you let go of Jimin," Suga said as he scowled. " Suga I havnt got that much sleep in the last few days I wouldn't test me ," Jhope said jerking my hand towards him. "Yeah well I haven't got ANY sleep in the last few days and a Suga without sleep is an unhappy Suga," Suga replied almost yelling.

"Guys calm down," I whispered but they didn't hear. Jungkook and V ran out the door quicker than Jin hearing about an all you can eat buffet. Meanwhile, I was in the middle being pulled apart. Their voices got higher until they were actually yelling at eachother. My arms were starting to hurt from being tossed around but that was nothing to me. "Listen grandpa go drink some coffee I have choreo to create and I can't do it alone," Jhope said getting close to suga's face.

"Guys...." I whispered slightly louder.
"Listen boy I'm your elder and what I say goes and I say Jimin is going with me," Suga said using two fingers to push Jhope's forehead out of his face. "Why don't we ask Jimin what he wants?" Jhope said as they both looked at me. "Why don't I do both?" I said looking at the ground. "No choose one. Him or me," Jhope said sternly. "I don't know. We need both choreo and a song, please don't make me choose hyungs," I said quietly playing with my hands. "He doesn't know what he wants of course," Suga said rather rudely. "Listen I don't know why you woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning but Jimin doesn't need that negative attitude," Jhope said smiling to make a point. "Woke up on the wrong side? I didn't wake up at all you disrespectful little kid. I didn't even go to sleep," Suga said putting his hands on his waist. I was getting extremely tired of this.

The bickering continued until I gave up on being nice. "GUYS!" I yelled as they shut up and looked at me. "Okay guys. It is noon. I will have 4 hours to help Suga. Then after we will have lyrics. We will have 2 hours to record it. Then Jhope we will have 4 hours to finish the choreo. It will be better for you because we will have the lyrics and be able to really put the emotion into the choreo. We will be done by 10 and we can get a good night's rest. We can start practice tomorrow and we will have three days to practice. Sound good?" I said proud of myself for stopping the argument.

They sighed and nodded. "So will you please come with me than Jimin?" Suga asked finally calm. I nodded but paused for a second,"I'll only go when you two apologize to eachother. I don't like my friends fighting," I said finally happy to be able to call them my friends without question. They nodded and apologized to eachother before hugging it out. "I swear if Jin wasn't a boy I'd believe he was your mother. You're just like him. With a mix of leadership like Namjoon. Omg you're namjin's love child," Jhope gasped. I rolled my eyes and laughed as Suga led me to the studio.

In there I saw Namjoon sitting in a chair and he looked almost half asleep. "You guys okay? It took a long time," Namjoon said even though I knew he didn't really care. "It's fine now," Suga said sitting in another chair as I grabbed one from the desk beside me. "Uhm I thought you guys said I couldn't write lyrics? Why do you need my help?" I asked still confused. "Well we really want this song to be emotional and since you came up with the title we figured it would be easier if we used your experiences too," Namjoon replied . I nodded before smiling ,"anything to help." They looked down at their books , "Okay so the first lyric we have is ,' I want to breathe, I hate this night,' is that good?" Namjoon asked. I nodded ," of course it's good , you wrote it," I said smiling. "What should the next lyric be? Put something about your past experience into the next few words," Suga said looking at me. I thought for a moment. "Well it has to start with "I want to" and end with "I hate" something. So what about 'I want to wake up, I hate this dream'? Nevermind that's stupid. It's just sort of how I felt in that coma. But I'm sure you can think of something better," I muttered. They looked at eachother then looked at me.

"That's .... Not terrible," Suga said writing it down. "Okay. This may be a little out of your comfort zone but it will really help us. The next lyric we want is to be about that night on the bridge. What were you feeling?" Namjoon asked looking
at me with regretful eyes. I closed my eyes and pictured that day like it was yesterday. "It felt like I was trapped inside myself, like I was dead," I muttered reopening my eyes as they stared into my soul.

"I'm trapped inside of my self and I'm dead. Perfect. Then after we can have the English line come in," Suga told Namjoon as he nodded. "What English line?" I asked. "Don't want to be lonely, just want to be yours," Suga said quickly. "This entire first paragraph could be Jimin's," Namjoon said as Suga nodded. "W-wait I'm going to sing that?" I asked. They nodded smiling. "I can't sing first. I don't want to," I said. "Please," Namjoon said. I sighed, I didn't want to let anybody down so I nodded.

"So do you want to help us with jungkook's paragraph now? This is your song you know," Suga said smirking.

I responded with a smile and nodded," okay," I said as we continued until everything was done. We had the song, the dance, we had recorded it , all in one night. We officially had ,"save me," and I was happier than ever and ready to go to bed along with the other members. All in all, it was a great night and I was ready to practice first thing in the morning.

: a/n hey guyssss it's been a while but it's because this chapter was so long and I kept writing a few paragraphs over the course of the last few days. I've been getting ready for school next Monday. I'm officially going to be a freshman and I'm really nervous. I'll try to update once more before school starts but really guys this first story only has 12 chapters left along with an epilogue chapter so the end is near and then I shall begin the sequel lol.