My Ruthless Billionaire

Chapter 7

"It went all into waste."

I just cried silently. I couldn't bring myself to say something, or utter a word that'll sooth his pain because I knew half of what he said was true.

No matter how convenient my reasonings were I'd should have made it right- end things between us in a right way, not running away like some scared child.

But I did anyway. I couldn't bring the past in future, could I? Too late to regret. What done is done.

"The moment you chose him was the time you killed me. I was so damn in love with you to the point of sanity. I've gone through a lot but the pain you had put me through was unbearable and incomparable. Hell, I would've rather dead that time."

"I did not cheat on you." I barely voiced out.

"Keep telling yourself that." he gritted.

"You didn't know everything,Nikos. You just assumed." I whispered.

"Yes you did. Your wedding with him was proof enough of your adultery........You cracked me. All of me.You've shattered any hope I had with us. Turned out, I am fighting for the battle where I'd lose all the while." his voice a little quivering.

I saw a broken man when I looked up at him. His anger dissipated. I can see it in his calmed face. Gone the furious Nikos awhile ago. But the pain and sadness on his handsome face still there.

I was the cause of it all. I hurted him big time. But I was hurt as much as he did. I lost everything too when I chose to leave him.

I wanted to reach out to him, swipe those
pain away,kisses him, hug him. Anything. That could help his pain less hurtful.

I can't bear to see him like this. It breaks my heart. All my anger was thrown out of window when I heard all of his declaration.

"I would have gone through with the wedding but I wouldn't cheat on you. Never. I swear to you." I said truthfully.

I still want to convince him. Make him trust me again.

"I could be anything but a cheater. " I added.

" Oh please! Spare me your act. Last time I believed, it almost ruined my life." he mocked.

"Hindi mo ba ako kayang paniwalaan o kahit bigyan man lang ng second chance?"

"I married you. But I won't trust you anymore. And I need you for my company. At least for now, until then you'll be my wife. As for second chance, well I don't do that shit. What we have right now is purely business only. You signed up a contract remember?" bumalik na naman siya sa dati. Malamig ang tingin sa akin.

Marahan lang akong tumango sa kanya. Baka maiyak na naman ako. Ipaalala ba naman yong tugkol sa kontrata.

"Hindi mo ba kayang kalimutan ang lahat at magsimulang muli?" umaasa akong magbabago pa ang isip niya.

Pagkatapos kung marinig ang mga sinabi niya nabuhayan ako ng loob. Hindi naman siguro mahirap ibalik ang dati niyang nararamdaman sa akin. Kaya ang balak kung pakawalan siya nagbago na.Gusto kong ipaglaban siya. Kami.

Ang kailangan ko lang gawin ay mahulog siyang muli sa akin. Siguro naman wala ng pipigil sa amin. Ang galit lang naman niya sa akin ang harang pero kapag nagawa ko yon successfully hinding hindi na ako gagawa ng kahit anumang makakasakit sa kanya. Babawiin ko ang lahat ng oras na nawala sa amin.

Ako naman ang lalaban para sa atin.

I wanted to write a story in English version. But thru to lack of knowledge I needed to practice more often. *LOL*joke...couldn't write a whole English story,eh?I'm suck with it.

Tagalog nga mahirap, English pa kaya.

Hindi talaga ako magaling.Feel na feel ko lang yong story kapag may mga English. Weird?

Ang sekreto ko English ang karamihan kong binabasa kaya medyo nakakapag English rin ako.

I tested my ability to write an English phrase more than I could think. Ito ang nakayanan ng utak ko. Marami sigurong error. Pag aaralan ko pa.

And,

Feeling ko may kulang sa story na'to. Hindi ko lang matumbok kung ano........

Recipe?

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