Safe Haven (Niall Horan) Book 1~

Chpt 12- Telling Niall EVERYTHING

HEEELLOOOO my lovely leprechauns!!! how are you guys?! 

i'm good.... ish

HAPPY TUESdaY! ... ew i know.. lol well here's an update to Safe haven..

and OMG

the movie SAFE HAVEN is out on DVD!!! and i'm excited!! 

lol srry. So everything thing is going well in this story. i hope. lol. i really liked writing this chapter. it shows how much Spencer changed and opened up to Niall and it shows all her emotions. and it brings their relationship to another level. so it's nice and sweet.

Enjoy!! <3

*Quote*

"Follow your heart, because if you always trust your mind, you'll always act on logic, and logic doesn't always lead to happiness"

 ** Play song in the beginning of the chapter. it fits with this chappie :)

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I cautiously walked over there and sat down and took a deep breath.

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I took a shaky breath and looked at the ground. Tear threatening to fall any minute.

I then felt a finger lift my head toward him.

I looked up and saw Niall’s blue eyes, boring into mine. My eyes never left his.

“His name is Ryan. We dated a year ago. We were friends in High School. He was kinda like the bad boy. He was in the Police Academy. I never really understood why he did what he did to me” I said. A few tears falling. I looked at Niall who was urging me to go on. I looked at the picture behind his head.

“It all started one night while we were out at a party on the beach. We were eating and having fun and him and a few of his friends were drinking. We were leaving and it got out of hand with him. He kept telling me that we should stay and have some ‘fun’ but all I wanted to do was go home. I tried walking back, but he pulled me back on my wrist. It hurt sooo bad. I told him to stop but he wouldn’t. I had no choice to go back with him.” I said as I felt a pair of hands wipe away my tears and I looked at Niall’s eyes. That were now filled with tears.

“I thought that it was only for that one time only. But I was wrong. He did it every day. He would come home drunk. It was terrible. I had to hide my bruises from my sisters, friends, and my mom and my dad. I don’t know what I saw in him.” I said looking down at my hands.

Niall looked soo sad. It broke my heart.

“Then one time it got out of hand.” I whispered. “He came home and he was upset and grumpy from a long day at the academy. I had made dinner and I made this cherry pie that my neighbor gave me- the recipe. It was really good. I still remember that night like it was last night.” I whispered

*Flash Back*

“Where are you going with that?” Ryan asked- pointing to the bottle of beer.

“No where babe, here” I said nervously. I handed him the bottle back.

I went back into the kitchen to put our plates down. Then I walked back into the dining room and Ryan had thrown his bottle of beer to the floor. He was upset at something.

“Why is the house so messy?!” Ryan yelled at me “can’t you clean? I come home every day from the academy- the least you can do is clean the damn house!!”

I shrunk back a little. “he’s gonna hit me like all the other times” I thought to myself.

“I’m sorry, it’s all my fault, I’ll clean it up later babe” I said hoping he wouldn’t get any more angry; I was wrong, it just made him even more angry.

“You little slut” he yelled and me and hit me across the face. His hand making a loud *smack* against the side of my cheek.

I stumbled back a little trying not to cry “I’m sorry, I know it’s my  fault” I said trembling.

The next thing I knew was I was on the floor and his hand was on my throat. He was strangling me. I saw I knife not too far from him. I tried to reach it but I was losing air fast.

“Let… Me… go” I whimpered trying to pry is hand’s off from my throat. I was thrashing my legs around trying to get him to let go.

“Please… let me… go” I said whimpering. Then finally I grabbed the knife and stabbed it into the side of his body. He let go immediately.

I stood up and rubbed my throat. I looked and ran. I went into our bedroom and grabbed my duffle bag and threw some clothes in it and ran to my sister’s house.

*End of Flashback*

“He strangled me.” I whispered looking at Niall. “I thought I was going to die. His grip kept getting stronger on my. I didn’t know what to do. I couldn’t yell, or scream. He had this glassy look in his eye. I was scared Niall. I thought… that, that was it. After that I ran. I ran to my sister’s house.” I said.

*Flash back*

I kept running and looking back.

I ran up to the familiar door and pounded on the door

“Lydia!!!! Lydia!!! Please help me!!!” I screamed and pounded on the door. Tears now rapidly running down my face.

She opened the door and quickly pulled me inside her house. Rubbing her hand up and down my back saying soothing words

“it’s okay, everything is going to be okay” she whispered in my ear.

“No… it’s…. not” I said sobbing

*End of Flashback*

“She told me everything was going to be ok. I didn’t believe her. I was terrified that he would find me again. And hurt me again. Because of him. I was afraid. Of Falling in love. Afraid of getting hurt- both physically and emotionally. I pushed people away. Everyone. My sister, mom, dad, and my brothers. They didn’t know. They almost put in a mental hospital. I then told my sister- Lydia and Carla. They were outraged of what he did. And most of all; why I didn’t tell them. They were confused on why. They told me I could trust them. But I couldn’t trust ANYONE. After what he did. Abused me till I had no more In me. Trust takes years to earn, but seconds to break. Ya know? I thought I could never… ever find someone who would treat me with respect. Love me for me.” I sighed as I wiped away my tears.

Niall looked at me and put me on his lap.

“Niall… everything” I sobbed.

He rubbed my back in a soothing manner. He placed kisses on my hair and my forehead.

“Everything I did was wrong” I said wiping away my tears.

“Shhhh your safe now” said Niall pulling me into a hug.

“I’m sooo sorry for not telling you, I didn’t want to hurt you… I was afraid of falling in love with someone and… getting hurt again” I said sobbing.

“Look at me babe” said Niall. I lifted up my head.

“No one will ever hurt you again” he said sternly holding my face in his hands.

“Promise?” I asked

“Promise” he said with our foreheads together. He leaned in and gave me a passionate kiss on the lips.

“There’s no safer place for you than here for me” he said

And for the first time

I believed him.

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A/N awwww wasn't that sweet?? next update soon!!! :)

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