Safe Haven (Niall Horan) Book 1~

Chapter 32- Letter to Mum and dad

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"We fall in love with people we can't have"

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Dear Mum, and Dad,

It’s been 5 years since I saw you guys last. To be honest I miss you guys a lot. I don’t go a day without thinking about you guys. Where you guys would be, what kind of house you’d live in. Everyone misses you. Carla, Emily, Austin, and Nate.

Carla is good. In case you didn’t know she’s the youngest manager for the biggest boy-band in the world. She’s married, but I think you already know that. She is a mum to Ashley’s son. James is growing very big. I wish you were here to see him. Carla looked beautiful walking down the aisle. You guys would’ve been very proud of her. She’s grown up so much.

Emily is still the same. She left after the wedding. She’s back in Washington. Her kids are all grown up now. They look like her. 

Austin is good. I mean that’s all I can say. He’s still the same goofball of a brother I could ask for.

Nate.

He’s grown up so much. He looks like you mum. His blue eyes and brown hair; puberty hit him hard. He looks like an Abercrombie model. He’s been having a hard time though. He misses you guys the most- out of us lot. He talks to me every day. He goes to school here in London. He’s staying with me know. He has his own room and stuff. I make sure to watch over him and I tell him every day that you guys didn’t leave for nothing.

He makes sure to visit you guys on the weekends; to tell you how is week went. The girls he met, the teachers he hates, and homework. He’s becoming very mature. He works at a bakery in the city. It does him good- I mean he makes money so that’s good.

The truth about me is that I’m good.

No lies.

I feel good. Complete, and not so broken anymore. Things have happened so much these last few years without you guys. I feel like you’ve missed a whole big chunk of my life.

But the truth is you really didn’t.

You guys were there for my high school graduation. My first kiss and my first boyfriend; you were there when I was Ryan. You saw what happened with him. I wish you were there mum to give me advice. I’ve made bad mistakes in my life without you guys. I really didn’t understand being independent and making my own decisions. I thought reality wasn’t that hard.

I was wrong.

Reality isn’t as easy as it looks. You have to learn how to make it in this world. With or without your parents; I’ve learned how to pay bills, and taxes and all that other stuff.

You guys have taught us well. I’ve learned things in the past 4 and 5 years since you guys left. I learned how to stand up for what I represent. I chased after my dreams and landed my dream job working with amazing people who love and care for me.

I met Niall- who has changed my life in so many ways. I couldn’t thank him enough. He helped me break down those walls that I put up so no one could get in and reach out to me.

He’s not just my boyfriend- he’s my best friend, my everything; as cliché as it sounds. I love him so much. More than anything. I hope to spend the rest of my life with him. He has a special place in my heart.

He saved me from everything. He’s put up with my way- weird, and awkward ways. And I know he loves me for me. Just like I love him for him.

You would’ve loved him a lot mum and dad. He’s on tour right now. But he calls every day and we skype every so often. He’s coming home soon though.

I have a question though to ask you mum.

You had cancer….

Why didn’t you tell us? That you had breast cancer. That you were going to die in a couple years. You were the best mum ever. I didn’t think of you dying so young.

I know we fought a lot when I was younger; Said nasty things to each other. But in my heart I’ll always love you guys.

You were the best parents I could ever ask for. I don’t know what I’d do without you guys.

You were there for everything. My first gymnastics competition to the ’08 Beijing Olympics. You helped me through the tough times in my life.

Mum, you were my best friend for life, my mum. You were there when I needed you. You helped me with my homework at like midnight.

You helped me with the bullies and help me find my first job.

I love you for that. For everything you’ve given me, life.

Dad, you were my whole world. I loved you for everything. The way you were always smiling at everything. The way you’d never get angry at mum and always look at her as if you met her for the first time.

I always wanted to tell you this though.

No matter how many guys I meet, you’ll always be my number one man.

I love you Daddy.

I know what day we’ll all be together. You’ll always be in my heart.

I know I’m never alone; you guys are always there for me.

You’ll be my side through everything.

We’ll meet again soon.

I promise.

I love you mummy and Daddy.

I’ll see you soon.

Love you a lot.

Love your daughter,

Spencer <3

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