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Chapter 5: Ever
After I showered I grabbed a book and went out to sit on the couch. I opened the book and started reading. After about three paragraphs in, I realized that I did not actually take in any of the information I had just read because I was too busy thinking about Chase.
Did he actually like me? I never really thought that he out of anyone would like me. I also had no idea what he was talking about when he said that Colin liked me.
I was mostly surprised when Chase told me he liked me. Sure he was really attractive, but I've never really thought of him as more than a friend. I decided to get my mind off things and text Rachel.
To: Rachel Hey
From: Rachel Hey! I miss you soo much!! whats up??
To: Rachel imy2! And nothing much.. things are pretty good i guess..how are you?
From: Rachel Aww thats good. Im great! have you met any cuties yet??
Why did she have to ask that? I was thinking about telling her no, but shes one of my bestfriends.
To: Rachel umm..actually yeah kinda..its complicated
From: Rachel OMG!!!!! Tell me everything!
To: Rachel Well its super complicated..I don't want to text it all..
Not even a minute after I sent the text my phone started ringing. I picked it up to hear Rachel demanding me to tell her the whole story. I decided that it wouldn't hurt so I told her everything.
I even told her about what just happened with Chase. After I finished telling her everything she told me she was super excited for me and made me describe what they looked like. We talked for another half hour then I started to get tired. We said our goodbyes and I fell asleep, and for the first time in a while I didn't have the bad dream.
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The next day I had class. That morning I decided to wear a simple pair of jeans and a sweater with some comfy slipper-like shoes. I got to class a little early, so I took the time to talk to one of my favorite proffesors, Mrs. Seely.
"Morning Mrs. Seally," I said as I walked into the large classroom.
She smiled gently at me. "Morning Ms. Sanders."
Mrs. Seely was an older lady who was a little rotund. She was one of the nicest teachers I ever had and in a way, her personality reminded me a bit of grandmother.
"How are you liking school so far?" she asked.
I smiled. "I absolutly love it," I replied.
It looked like she was going to say something else, but just then the bell rang and students came pouring in.
I took my usual seat near the middle of the classroom and tuned into the gentle hum of Mrs. Seely's voice.
My mind started wandering off about 15 minutes into class, like it ususally does. Today for some reason, all I could think about was home. I was really missing it.
I wanted to just go home and see for myself if my family was still living or not, to see if this was all just some cruel, sick joke someone was pulling off, but in the back of my mind I knew the truth; they were never coming back.
I sighed as my chest felt heavy. The worst part of all is that I missed their funerals. It made me cry almost every night that I couldn't be there to officially say goodbye to them, all because I couldn't afford a stupid plane ticket.
The thought made me sick to my stomach and I felt lightheaded.
I asked to be excused and without waiting for and answer, I rushed out of the school.
I rushed through the hallways, almost knocking over a couple students without bothering to stop and apologize.
Get out. Get out. GET OUT! I was yelling to a stupid little nagging voice in my head that had been there ever since the week they died.
My breathing was heavy and my legs were giving out. Everything in front of me was blurry. I had just made it out the steps of the University then I collapsed.
I just melted into a big pile of tears. My head was pounding and I couldn't think straight and my breathing was out of control. I felt like I was on fire. My body felt like an oven and strands of hair were sticking to my face because of all the sweat.
As my eyes started fluttering shut, the taunting little voice in the back of my head saying words that no one should ever have to hear.
Ever.
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A/N: Helllloo! So that was chapter 5! I hope you guys liked it! Unexpected little ending there. What do you think is going to happen to Chelsea?
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