Fixing Us | Sequel to Forgotten Love

Chapter 1

6. That's how many months we've been apart.

26. That's how many weeks.

182. That's how many days.

4,382. That's how many hours.

262,974. That's how many minutes.

15,638,400. That's how many seconds. I bet half of you didn't even read that number.

Every second of everyday I missed Logan. Even while we were texting, talking, or Skyping I missed him so much. All this pain I tried keeping bottled up but things just don't work that way. I've had my occasional break downs but I'm staying strong. 

I tried numerous things to keep him off my mind. Reading, writing, studying, playing games, listening to music, cleaning, and many more. None of it worked. 

Some of you may think that I shouldn't be moping around after that many months. And you know what? You would be too if you loved someone as much as I loved Logan.

I straightened my shirt for the millionth time and ran a hand through my hair nervously. My best friend, Lexi, stood next to me, her ginger hair pulled up in a pony tail.

"What if he doesn't love me anymore? What if he found this chick on tour and wants to date her?" I asked worriedly, my eyes scanning the airport.

"Don't get your knickers in a twist, Carter. If he didn't love you, him and those boys wouldn't have flown halfway across the world to see you." Lexi sighed. Big Time Rush had finished their tour last month. Last month. That's how long it took their management to let them visit.

To the public, we broke up. It's not like Logan and I chose that choice but that's what their management chose. Along with the fake break up, we weren't allowed to be seen together. After a month of begging they gave in.

And I was nervous. I bit my lip as Gate 839 opened and people started to walk out. I held my breath. Tired looking people and excited kids following their parents flowed out. As soon as I saw four guys with hoodies and glasses I froze. One took off his glasses and looked around the airport. His eyes locked with mine and I saw him mouth 'Carter'.

I wanted to cry out so bad, to just fall into his arms and hug him and kiss him. His dark brown eyes stayed locked with mine. It felt as if it was just us two.

Before I knew it I was sprinting through the crowd. People gave me dirty looks but I didn't care. I pushed a man out of the way and made it to Logan. My arms locked around his torso and I let out a cry.

"Logan." Was all I could say.

"Carter, I've missed you so much." He whispered to me. I shivered, missing the sound of his voice in person.

I pulled back and looked into his eyes once again. My eyes left his and flickered to his lips. He leaned in and kissed me. I felt like I was melting. I had missed his kips on mine so much. I had missed his hair, his smile, the way his hands laced with mine. 

I wrapped my arms around his neck but was pulled away from him. I turned to yell at whoever it was and saw James.

"James!" I hugged him. He chuckled and wrapped his arms around me.

"I didn't want you guys making a scene. How's it been Little Carter?" He ruffled my hair and I swatted his hand away.

"I'm only like 3 months younger than you!..I think." I laughed, pulling away. I  turned and saw Carlos standing there. bouncing on the balls of his feet. Before I could hug him, he hugged me.

"Carter's back, Carter's back, Carter's back!" He yelled excitedly, earning us a few stairs. I laughed and pulled away hugging Kendall. After that I walked back to Logan and kissed his cheek.