Be good for me

Dont give up!

There are times in our life's where you don't know what to say

Where you can't say anything because you don't want to make it worse or better. It's like the oxygen is limited and you're trying to take in as much as you can

The time where you look at the person in front of you wanting you to say something but you can't.

That moment was now.

"Michael....." He just stared at me "I'm sorry I'll go" he got up "no enough stop walking away just tell me what's wrong!" Enough of his bullshit

"You wouldn't want to know" he sighed

"Dammit Michael enough you tell me something and stop and walk away I can't be your friend if you don't trust me I tell you everything you ask to know and then when I ask what's wrong with you! You push me away caking me a fucking Virgin" he starred at the ground

"Please Michael just open up to me you can trust me" I walked over to him

"I-I" he began but I placed my hand in his shoulder he tensed under my touch

"It's okay just tell me" he relaxed

"Tessa it's hard for me to say this but I really want you in my life.....because you keep me happy and alive" he began did he want me as a girlfriend?

"You make me feel something I like feeling and I don't know what that is get but so far I like it so please don't give up on me" he grabbed my hand and I blushed

I smiled at his words "I won't but promise me you'll tell me when you're upset because I'm sick of you running away and then pushing me out" he sighed

"I'm not good at this" what? Did that mean

"Okay I'll try" he mumbled but shows half a smile "good" I sighed

"Now leafs have lunch" he chucked "okay"

He wasn't like everyone said he was. There was more to Michael Clifford.
He was sweet and caring
But rude and mean
He had tattoos and smoked
And told me they're  for the pain.
I think he just wants a friend
And that's what I'll do

"Michael?" I sighed looking at him as he bit into his muffin "what?" His mouth full "I'll be your friend" he smiled for a minute

"Thanks"

This boy needed a friend who didn't smoke who didn't fuck and not care
He just needed someone to care
And that's what I could see from the way he smiled when I told him not to make bad choices.

"You know Tessa you're not bad" he smirked "what does that mean?" Wait?

"There are so many things people say about you especially James and your sister" that made me stop walking "what do they say...." I began panicking "don't worry they don't sag anything bad they just say you're boring" he lied

But I dropped it let them

"You seem better than that" he smiled