Be good for me

Youre kidding!?

"Tessa dear can you call your sister dinner is almost ready" my mom asked from the kitchen

We haven't had family dinner in a while and Ana doesn't really show up for dinner so I usually have it in my room

"She's a Arabella's" he shout she grips the counter "please just call her" I was shocked my mom seems stressed

I picked up my phone calling Anna

After about 5 rings she picked up "what do you want!" She practically screamed "moms making dinner and it's important that your home" I replied I could see her rolling her eyes "sorta busy at the moment" I huffed "well get your ass over here now moms freaking out again" I knew that would work on her even though it wasn't fully true she would at least show up.

"Fine I'm on my way" she groaned and hung up "she's coming mom"I shouted "good" she sighed fixing her hair.

My mom can be stressful at times but only when it's important

"Is dad coming?" I asked I haven't seen my dad since he left for his business trip "no sweetie he's busy" she sniffled

My mom and dad were going to divorce but they thought they would try and work it out which I don't get because he has cheated on her so many times

I'm not saying I hate my dad I just don't trust him like I used to

"Oh okay" I shrug waiting for Ana

About 10 minutes past and no Ana she said she come for mom! I called her again this time she picked up right away "hello who's this?" A raspy voice came from the other side it definitely wasn't hers it was a guy's voice and not James "this is Tessa Ana's sister where is she?" I sighed "I don't know" great!

"Oh okay" I hung up "mom?" I shouted the minute I heard sobs "mom are you okay?" I asked again walking into the kitchen "huh what? Oh sweetie I'm fine just tired" she wiped her eyes "you sure?" I asked she nodded

Great I'm gonna be alone with mom for dinner thanks Annabella you sure care!

"Sorry I'm late" my blue haired sister rushed through to door

Her clothes wrinkled and hair messy spread all over her face in knots "where were you?" I crossed my arms "I told you Arabella's" she huffed "then why did a boy answer your phone?" She sighed "who?"

"Never mind" I huffed "moms waiting" I walked over to the table waiting for the food "you know Tessa you could at least try and be nice" she slumped into her seat

"I am but you don't deserve it" she rolled her eyes "and why not I'm older than you!" She claimed "so? But you act like a 6 year old sometimes" she scoffed "having fun with friends is acting like a 6 year old!?" She asked "you don't hang out with friends Anna! You go out smoke get high and drunk fuck random people you don't know and then hang out with Arabella!" I stood up fists on the table I was sick of this shit making me seem like the bad guy

"Well that's what's fun for me and it's not my fault you can't understand what fun is" she practically screamed "I don't care what fun is as long as it's not what your doing because at least I know when I'm making mistakes!" This could go on and on

"Bull shit!" She stood up this time

"You fucking well know what you do every day Ana don't bullshit me!" I clenched my jaw this is it everything is going to fall apart!

"SHUT THE FUCK UP!! Okay? I'm fucking sick of everybody telling me I'm a slut and a druggie!" She roared "then stop being one" I shot back

"You have ruined my life the day I was born" I shouted not watching the boundaries I could push

"You know what Tessa I hate you! You're not my sister if you can't understand why I'm this way!" She cried

"Honestly Ana you've never been a sister to me and know you're saying I'm not your sister?! My whole life you treated me like shit MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE!" I screamed

She opened her mouth but closed it when mom walked out with the plates "hey mum" she smiled I sat down.

My mom gave us out plates and we are it was awkward.

"So how's school?" She asked Ana

But Ana nodded not wanting to tell her to truth "mom where's dad?" I asked seeing the tears form "he's not in Chicago" I shook head before she could say that "no sweetie he's not your father was held at the airport during a shooting" she whimpered Ana's face went blank

"And well he tried of leave but he got.....shot" she cried "oh my god" I felt sick Ana looked blank

She got up and left

My mom went to her room

And I sat there not even processing what happened.