Be good for me

I hate you

We spent the date talking and getting to know each other.

Nicks was a nice guy, during the whole date he asked questions about me and I budged in asking him questions but he shot them back and said "I want to know you" and that's how our conversation started

After dinner we left the restaurant and he took me home it was only 7 so I thought let's go to the park.

It was the perfect weather for it not hot but not cold.

I sat at the far bench looking at the stars

I hate how Michael got
angry now he won't talk to me or he might cool down I hope.

I did a double take of a boy sitting on the other bench with a cigarette no it can't be?

But it was

It was Michael

He eyes where blotchy and red

He liked paler and his hair was messy

He was crying?

Michael was looking away from my and to the ground between drags of his cigarette he mumbled something.

"Michael?" I cautiously walked over to him sitting beside him "Michael are you okay?"

His jaw clenched and he closed his eyes shut "perfect" he gritted i placed my hand on his shoulder but he shrugged it off

"What's your problem?!" I gee annoyed with his games "nothing's he hid in his big jean jacket

"How was your date?" He rolled his eyes "good" I sit up

"Nick is nice" but he cut me off

"That's great I don't need to know every detail about how perfect nick is" his voice now dark

I scoffed "seriously what the fuck is your problem I didn't do anything"

"It doesn't matter" I blinked back a few times

"So then why are you upset Michael gods sake we talked about this why won't you just tell me what's wrong!" I shot up

His eyes went black "BECAUSE ITS NONE OF YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS TESSA SO STOP JUMPING INTO MY LIFE AND CONTROLLING IT YOU DONT OWN ME AND YOU DONT CARE SO FUCK OFF!" He shouted and I stood back

Tears in my eyes I felt my heart break

"Fuck you" I ran to my house crying

I fell onto my bed sobbing my make up ruined

"Told ya" Ana smirked walking past my room with 6 hickeys on her neck

"Fuck you"

But she was right it hurt saying it but she was Michael was another untrustworthy asshole who just wanted to get in your pants.

With those thoughts I fell asleep looking like shit.

The whole weekend I didn't leave my room. Michael hurt me bad and I felt like the world wanted me to be ok with it.

But then Monday came and I was dragged to school.

I avoided Michael all day not that he would care he hates me and doesn't care if I get hurt.

"Hey Tessa" nick walked over to me smiling "hey nick" I forced a smile "how as your weekend?"

Awful, shitty, terrible

"Good yours?"

"It was amazing" he sparked

He went on and on about his weekend while I watched Michael enter the school and walk past me making the tears form again "sorry nick I have to go" I walked off to the washroom

I didn't want to be mean but I was in pain.

"Hey Tessa" Julie smirked tripping me in front if Michael but he didn't budge so I got up and walked off

"Bitch" she yelled and I kept my pace

I made it to the washroom looking at my reflection in the mirror "ugly" I thought "skinny" I went on as the tears rolled down my cheeks

"No wonder he hates you" I found myself sobbing and didn't know it.

"Michael dump ya?" Jessie snickered walking up to me

Jessie was a girl everyone said had a thing for Michael they all said she and him fucked over the summer and for a while I believed it until I met Michael and he told me "I don't know who the fuck that is" and then I realized he isn't who people say he his.

Anyways Jessie has pink hair that starts light at the roots and becomes darker. She has a nose stud and other piercings everywhere I know this because my sister told me. She was pale but a pretty kind with sharp cheekbones and bright green eyes.

"What do you want" I sighed trembling

"Nothing" she smirked

"Then why do you care what I do?" I wiped my eyes with my sleeve

"Because you took something that belongs to me" go ahead and think that

"Michael isn't a thing he's a human being" I didn't know why I was defending him he hurt me but I still cared

"Ya and he belongs to me" she scoffed

"No he doesn't he belongs to no one"

"Awe you have a crush" I did

"No I don't just because I said he's not a thing you own doesn't mean I like him" oh but I did

"Whatever....prude" she stormed off

I quickly fixed my make up and left

I wasn't ready to face the school when they already hate me enough for being a virgin half the kids at the school are virgins and they pick me as THE VIRGIN.

"Hey where did you go?" Nick asked walking by my side "oh I needed air" I lied

"Oh ok?" He entered class with me.

"You ok?"

No

"Ya I'm fine"

No I'm not

"That's good".

"So you busy this Saturday?"

Yes....crying and moping

"No"

"Cool did you want to go to a party?" He asked nick wasn't the type to party?

"I thought you didn't like parties" I asked please say you don't I don't want to go

"I thought I'd give it a try" he shrugged

"So you in?"

Please say no!

"Ya why not"