Be good for me

Nicotine

I woke up with puffy eyes and a sore throat.

I was ok until thoughts of Michael crossed my mind. Crap

I loved him and he didn't say anything last night

Was the kiss was loving but was it enough for passion?

He said he loved me a few times but in a friendly way

He told me i was his when I was with others .

He said he owned me because others couldn't.

But then he goes back to a hating bastard who treats me like shit.

I told him I wouldn't leave but when he pushes me away that tells me I don't need him.

He said he needed me?

I hate him for what he's done to me.

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My sister was out with friends and I went out for dinner taking my moms car.

I stopped at a diner and sat down the ordered.

The wait was hard because 2 tables away was my sister and her friends, I was glad they didn't see me.

I turned around and Michael spotted me shit!!

I spun back fast and ignored every bring playing on my phone.

"Tessa?" He walked over to me and sat down.
"What are you up to" he asked and then the black haired girl came over sitting next to Michael

"Nothing" I bit my lip

"Eating" I added and he smiled

He then pushed the black haired girl away and began talking to me.

"You do know your other friends are waiting for you?" I giggled and he smiled

"Fuck then I'd rather talk to you" he made my heart warm up.

"You wanna get out of here?" He asked I nodded putting a tip down and leaving

"Where to?" He asked

"I know a place" he got into his car and drove us off

The drive was comforting get silent

"Ok where are we going?" I looked away from my window

"A place where i can calm down" he took his hand off the wheel and placed it on my thigh then smiled at me.

Calm down he wasn't angry.

God this boy makes me feel.

Damn his kiss.

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We arrived at the spot

It was nice.

Trees and grass

A giant rock and a stream

the trees covered the sun so it shadowed.

"It's so pretty" I said walking around

"I know I always come here"

He came here?

"Why?"

"When I get pissed it helps me think"

"Oh"

"Why'd you show me" I asked

"You're the first one so I though why not"

"First what?"

"Person to be here with me"

I blushed

"Can I kiss you"

I though about it

And nodded

He walked over to me and smashed his lips to mine

"God I love you" I wasn't dreaming he said it

So I kissed back

Not sure if I wanted to.