Be good for me

You might be but its ok

"Tessa please"

"You're a monster"

They replayed in my head

I known I said he wasn't but his actions said it them selfs

"God why am I so stupid?!" I shouted into my pillow

I hadn't seen Michael for at least 5 days he keeps skipping school and avoiding me

I don't blame him...I did hurt him.

But I needed to get away from all of that and get out of this house. But everywhere I go I feel guilty, Michael was only trying to help me and I called him a monster.

"You are stupid" I murmured.

My face began to feel numb as I squished it into the pillow

Let's go.

I got out of bed and out the door. I wasn't wearing my Pyjamas so I was good.

The park sounded nice

It's where I go to feel numb and forget.

But that idea went to hell because then I saw a red haired boy smoking at the far bench. Shit!

I couldn't go back now what's that gonna do? "Michael?" I walked over to him, he didn't even look at me

Just tools drags of his cigarette and ignored my voice "look I know you're mad..and I wanted to say that I'm sorry"

But he scoffed lightly chucking his eyes went dark "you're sorry? Is that so?" He voice icy I was now scared of this Michael

"Yes I'm sorry" he chucked then flicked his cigarette crushing it with his feet "no you're not you just feel bad that you called me a monster" he still disjunction look at me "but you don't need to be because you were right" he stood up "Michael wait!" He shot back around

"No Tessa don't feed my bullshit you ugh be sorry but tell me....did you mean what you said?" How could I answer that I didn't know if I was lying "answer me Tessa did you?" He shouted I just say there "that's what I thought.....you know I honestly thought you were different" he went on laming me more interested

"I through that you could change me and help me get better be someone I want but no you're just like everyone else!"

"Michael...stop" he began pulling his sleeves up revealing cuts and bruises

"Michael stop" I walked closer to him he might have been dangerous but he needed my help

"I know you'd never hurt me and I promised to not give up on you" he was tense

I put my hand out for him and he took it skeptically.

"I said I'm sorry and I mean it not because I called you a monster but because I broke the promise I won't even give up and leave you" he lunged forward in a hug and fell to his knees hugging my sided

"But Michael you've got to promise me you will not be a ass" I ran my fingers through his hair calling him or at least I hope it did.

"Sorry" he wiped his eyes and held a thought grip around my waist.

"It's ok"

And I knew it was