Be good for me

Fuck michael clifford

"You don't know him?" Ana snarled

"I know him better than you do!"

"Bullshit"

"You only want his dick!"

"Well at least I have a chance with it"

Ouch

With that I stormed off to my room.

She didn't care anymore about any of us.

She came home every day at 3:00 in the morning drunk or high, hickeys lined up in her neck reeking of perfume and cologne, sometimes she brought boys home when mom was out and she fucked them loud enough so I could hear it

But here it was another Friday night and my sister was out again

Leaving the house to myself

I didn't know what to do.

So I watched tv until I got bored, then I walked around the house talking to myself but it didn't help the numbness grow

I spent 2 hours doing nothing but watching tv

Then I got a phone call

"Hey Tessa I need you to pick me up" Ana screamed into the phone

"Why?!" I scoff, is she for real?

"Please" she said what?

"Fuck fine where are you?" I asked

I couldn't hear over the lid music blaring from the phone

"Ashton's house"she yelled

"Who?"

"Ashton irwin" she screamed

Oh that boys house.

"Oh ok coming" I hung up god she owed me big time.

I just got my license so I could drive and I took her car

She left it here

So why not?

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I didn't want to go to Ashton's house

That kid was bullshit

He had tattoos and did all kinds of drugs and never stopped, he threw parties on school nights and drank until the next day. Sometimes I thought why isn't my sister with him?

But then I realized he was.

They fucked so loud.

He would come over for her and would leave the next day

And when I saw him shirtless leaving my house he winked at me every time.

"Shit" I cussed looking at the amount of people at his house

I parked the car and walked in

It smelled like beer and sweat

Peoples bodies were pressed against each other

And I spotted James with some girl making out on the stairs half there clothes were gone

So I looked for my sister

Spotting her with Jessie

"Let's go" I pulled her and she yanked her hand away "I'm not done" she screamed "fine then I'm going home" I walked away finding the door

But I got lost in the kitchen

I recognized a few people

There was Ashton on the couch with a red haired girl straddling him eating each other's faces off

I new that girl. I'd seen her in a class before

She played drums

I then spotted a red haired boy drinking and talking to a girl by the door

I froze

It had been awhile

He had his arm around her as she talked to him

They were close

I feel so stupid

This wasn't my area

I wanted to leave this place

It's was toxic almost

"Tessa?" Michael walked over to me with a smirk plastered on his face

"What are you doing here?" He circled me like I was his prey

"I came for my sister" I answered bluntly, I was scared I would say something wrong

"Or was it for me" his grin never left and by the minute it grew

"W-what" I squeaked out

"Oh c'mon your sister told me you have a crush on me" that bitch but it wasn't a lie

"No I don't and I came for Ana" I spat out fast that's a lie

"Sure you did Tessa I can read you, you smell of virgin" he snarled and I wanted to cry

He didn't mean it

He's drunk

The thought didn't work I felt as though he meant it

"Leave me alone!" I walked away "PRUDE!" He shouted and I turned around "fuck you" and shot my middle finger up

"Oh you wish" he smirked

"Ass" I continued walking but got lost around the big house.

I gave up sitting on one of the couches "who got you pregnant?" a blonde haired boy asked sitting next to me "what?" I asked lifting my head out of my hands

"Oh shit you're Tessa Brian" he gasped "and?" Did everyone know me

"No reason I just didn't expect virgins here" he chucked and I shook my head

"Kidding but what's wrong?" He asked noticing my red eyes "nothing" I sighed annoyed

The boy took his lip wrong between his teeth and fixed his hair "you need a drink" he pulled me up

"I'm fine" I refused

"No you ain't c'mon you'll like it" I didn't want to be my sister and drink my life away

"One?"

He nodded

"Ok" I gave in

"Good girl" he walked me to the kitchen and we passed Michael and he gave me a glare

"Fuck you" I mouthed where did this confidence come from?

Like passed me a cup and I drank it.

The liquid felt warm as it ran ran down my throat

I gagged as I swallowed it being completely new to it.

"Wow calm down" his accent was thick and deep and then a recognized him.

His name was Luke Hemmings

He was apart of Michaels gang

He wasn't one of the boys who fucked Ana.

"Luke?" I asked he looked at me

"Ya?"

"That's you're name right?"

And he nodded

And I could see from the corner of my eyes that Michael wasn't happy.

Fuck him.

As I grabbed another drink.