Be good for me

Enough of this shit

I ran after Michael downstairs and grabbed him.

He spun around fast almost knocking me over,

I smashed me lips against him and he pushed me against the wall kissing my hard.

I wrapped my lags around this torso and deepened the kiss

God it felt to good

"Michael" I moaned

And he growled pulling off of me, "no this can't happen" he ran off

Leaving me heartbroken

What couldn't happen?

The kiss?

My feelings?

A relationship?

And before I knew it I ran off. Michael was probably still at this party with the girl from before.

She was pretty with her black hair and coloured strips.

I've never seen her before, maybe that's why it couldn't happen he liked her?

I thought he said he loved me?

Michael Clifford. Ana was right he was Gonna break me until I die because I'm almost halfway dead.

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I got home and fell onto my bed.

It was 2:00 in the morning on a long weekend fuck me.

So I fell asleep tired to deal with this shit.

/"/"/"/

The next morning I woke up to hear voices down stairs that didn't belong to my mother or sister.

Thank god my door was locked!

I went downstairs. And the voices got familiar each step I took.

My sisters voice was being loud and I heard Arabella's voice I recognized from its squeak.

And then there were other voices.

And then more

And I thought fuck she isn't have a party now!!

My feet it the cold floor and went to the kitchen unseen.

Grabbing a bagel and eating raw fuck it!

I left the kitchen only to have 20 different eyes staring at me.

Half of them I knew the other I hadn't seen before

"What the fuck Ana!" I yell as she snickered

"What I'm having a few friends over mom knew" she replied Jessie giggled

"A few my ass this is like what 20?!" I scoffed she just ignored me and went back to talking to Jessie

"Hey Tessa" Luke smirked

"Hey.....prude" Michael said making everyone laugh.

And I ran upstairs and hid in my room.

Why am I hiding this is my damn house?

But I can't go down there! They're there and they will laugh

My anxiety got the best of me.

So I stayed in my room until someone knocked on the door.

"What?" I shouted from the floor

"It's Luke can we talk" he asked

"No!" I replied bluntly

"Please I need to say something" he begged

"Is it you're a prude?" I asked

"No"

"No" I shot back I didn't want him in the room

"Please" he begged and I opened the door hallway seeing his face

"What?" I asked

"I'm sorry I laughed it was a dick move" he apologized
He wasn't sorry

"You should be" I spat

"But I need you to forgive me"

"Why?" I asked

"Because I didn't like what I did" he frowned

"Fine you're forgiven not go away" I slam the door only to open it back up and walk downstairs

I grabbed a bottle of water and drank it

Man I was thirsty

"Hey you're Tessa?" The black haired girl walked over to me

"Yep" I said not making eye contact

"You're the girl Ana's been telling me who's loves my Michael" she stated

And I shook my head "what the hell! He doesn't belong to anyone he's a person not a belonging and he's smart enough to know that you're an easy slut" I spat

She didn't have anything to saw so she left and I saw Michael standing there looking shocked

"Why did you do that?" He asked

"Because nobody else would" I replied looking at the tilled ground

"Ya but why did you? After the was I treated you?" He stepped closer to me

"I don't know" I shrugged

"I just don't like when people say they own someone" that was a lie

"Bullshit" he chuckled

"Alright! So I have feelings for you but I'd never know if they're positive" I said

"What?" He looked at me

"Ya Michael I fell for you now can you please go"

He kissed me again and this kiss was harder

I don't know if he was drunk or I was stupid but neither of us pulled away

Fuck he didn't say he liked me back?

But I kept kissing him until I wanted to cry.