Be good for me

Down the drain

Imagine having everyone around you seem perfect... Because nothing around you shows.

The imagine a glass wall shatter over you into a million pieces. Cutting you every second the thought comes to mind.

"Tessa babe breath.." Michael stroked my arm up and down

"Can't" my focus was on the floor

Michael kept trying to sooth me but it didn't work

It wasn't the time where my dad died, because I was already numb enough

"Babe please" he placed a warm kiss on my bare shoulder

"What's there to stop? Nothing happened" I want to fool myself

But yet that would never work

"Tessa you can tell me" he sighed leaning onto-the back of the couch

"Ana....where is Ana!" I stress hands clench Michaels

"They said she ran off?" Michael replied going back to stroking my arm

"Thats not good enough where the fuck is my sister!?" I shouts

Not a Michael....he didn't do anything

"Michael.....please help me"no beg crying

"There isn't anyone left" I sob into his neck

"Tessa I can't bring her back" he sighed "I want to for you but I can't" he looked at my red eyes

"And Ana....she might have her phone" he suggested and I got the idea of tracking her.

"I love you" he reminded me

"Never forget that" he added wrapping his arm around me.

I got up and sat on the porch, as the sun didn't show through the clouds causing a mess or darkness leaped over the sky.

My phone rang.....Ana?

"Ana where the fuck are you!" I yell

All I could hear was people shouting

"Tessa...." I faintly heard her voice "what?" I asked fast

"Where are you?" I add in but all she said were low words

"Ana fucking answer me"
I get angry my knuckles white from gripping my phone

"Ana I hope you're happy with your life...because I done with helping you and mom is too..." I hang up and cry into my hands

Throwing your life away is harder then it seems, you don't just drop out of school and smoke

You leave everything you had behind and focus on living the moment to infinity .

Not always a good thing.

Ana won the prize.