Forever In A Day (Sequel to FY and NAA a DW fanfic)

Chapter 7: Goodbye My Lover.

A/N Hi guys! Your gonna hate me and that is a warning! please dont come and stab me in my sleep I beg of you! But I promise it will be good!

                                                                                                                                 Jo

Electra’s POV

     “You mean people from work actually want to come to your house and meet your crazy ass wife and bring their families!” I asked and the Doctor nodded happily. “Yep! Can you believe it?” he asked and I shook my head. “No I honestly can’t.” I said and he hugged me.

    “Okay next Saturday.” I said and he smiled. “Perfect! Okay I have to go now, see you later.” He said as he kissed me goodbye and ran out the door. I sighed as I went out to the beach and sat down on the sand.

    I was starting to get worried that the Doctor was liking it here, that he was getting used to it. He hasn’t talked about escaping in awhile, and that worried me. I on the other hand still hated it here, I hated having no friends or family and being stuck in one place not being able to see the universe.

     And I couldn’t believe the Doctor didn’t feel the same way I did, but all of the signs were there. I needed to figure out a way to escape. I sat back on my hands and thought about how I could do it, then it hit me. I stood up and ran into the house thinking about the idea as I went.

    It would be horribly risky, and I had no guarantee it would work. But at this point I was so desperate I knew that I had to try. I sat on the couch thinking until the Doctor came back and I looked up. “You look stressed, is everything okay?” He asked and I smiled. “Yea everything’s fine, how was work?” I asked as he sat down next to me.

    “It was good, everyone is on for next Saturday by the way.” He said and I nodded. “You’re really excited for this aren’t you?” I asked and he smiled and nodded. “Since when?” I asked kinda confused. “I don’t know it just seems like fun.” He shrugged.

    Next Saturday came way too soon for me, and it took way too come for the Doctor. As I watched him play on the beach with his coworkers kids I couldn’t help but feel a pang of sadness.

     “So are you and John going to start a family soon?” I was snapped from my thoughts by one of the wives talking to me. It took me a second to figure out that when she said John she meant the Doctor.

     “Oh umm no, probably not.” I said trying to avoid this topic with someone I barely knew. In truth I wasn’t sure if I could even have kids. One of the conditions the Council set in place to let me and the Doctor get married and remain in Gallifrey was that we couldn’t have kids.

    We had reluctantly agreed, or well I had, the Doctor already had kids, it wasn’t a big deal for him. But for me, it was a matter of if I could live with that. In the end though I loved him way too much to let him go.

     “Oh that’s too bad, I am sorry sweetie.” She said as she placed an arm on my shoulder and as I looked at her I knew she understood somehow. “Thanks I appreciate that.” I said and she smiled.

    I walked down to where the Doctor was with the kids on the beach, he was rolling around on the ground with two of them and when he saw me coming he tossed them gently into the sand and stood up grinning wildly.

     “Having fun?” I asked as I cleared the distance between us and stopped in front of him. “Lots!” “You have sand in your hair.” I said as I reached my hand up and ruffled his hair shaking out the sand that was in it.

     “Thank you that feels better.” He said with a grin as I took his face in my hands and brought his face down as I kissed him on the forehead. “That should have been aimed down just a tad.” He teased as he waggled his eyebrows and I smacked him gently.

    “There are children present.” I said poking his nose with my finger and he rolled his eyes. “Oh they figure it out eventually.” “No.” I ended the conversation by turning and walking away. Much to my surprise he just went back to playing with the kids.

    Six hours later we were left to clean up the mess left by our guests. Working together it didn’t take us to long but it had already been a long day and we both collapsed on the couch exhausted.

    “That was fun? Did you have fun Electra?” “Yes I did Doctor.” I said with a small smile as he jumped up and kissed me gently. “I am going to shower.” He said and I nodded as he walked off.

    I went into the bedroom and pulled out the gun I had procured a few days ago. It wasn’t anything fancy, but it would do the job. I loaded it and slipped it behind my back as I sat on the bed and waited for the Doctor to come out of the shower.

     He came out in pajama pants and was holding a shirt in his hand, his hair was wet and he smiled when he saw me totally unaware of what I was about to do. I swallowed hard trying to keep from crying before I spoke.

   “Doctor do you trust me?” I asked as he looked at me confused. “Did I miss something?” “Just answer the question please.”

   “Yes I trust you Electra.” “With your life?” I asked trying to hold back the tears that would inevitably spill. “Yes Electra, what’s the point of all this?” He asked as he started towards me and I pulled out the gun and pointed it at him.

   “Don’t! Take another step!” I said the tears I had been holding back finally spilling over. “Electra what are you doing? Put the gun down.” “I can’t do that.” I said choking on a sob. “You don’t understand, this is the only way.” I said again as the gun shook in my hand and I grabbed it in both of my hands to steady it.

    “Electra please don’t do this.” He begged and I shook my head. “Don’t worry I will explain it all if this works, if it doesn’t we will both be dead and it won’t matter.” I said as I took a deep breath “I love you, always remember that.” I finished as I pulled the trigger and he fell to the ground.

    I ran over to him tears streaming down my face. I saw the regeneration energy start and I shot him again, as I watched him slowly slip away I leaned my lips to his ear and whispered. “Goodbye my lover.” Then I brought the gun to my own abdomen and fired I held back my regeneration as I fell to the ground and everything faded to black.

A/N Everyone  I am so so sorry! I swear this is horrible I know and it will be fixed but I couldnt help it! Don't kill me! also do you all like my new cover? And the Song to the side is so sad I demand you watch it!

                                                                                                    Jo