Infinity (book 6) (EDITING)

Chapter 29

~ a month later ~

Its been a month since I was diagnosed.

Justin and the kids help out so much, my mom and parents in law and harmony and mj come visit everyday.

We still haven't told amber that her and mj are half brother and sister.

I'm currently at the table eating dinner.

Our TV show started a couple weeks ago.

I finished and stood up to take my plate to the kitchen but Harmony took it for me.

I thanked her and walked into the living room where my mom was.

I sat next to her.

"Mommy."

"Yes."

I looked at her.

"I'm scared."

She looked at me.

"Me too."

I hugged her.

"I promised to stay strong and I will."

"I know."

We pulled away as justin got home from the studio.

Michael is currently asleep along with July and Autumn.

"Hi mom." He said

"Hi sweetie." My mom said

I stood up and walked over hugging my husband.

"Hi beautiful."

He had his arms around my waist.

"Hi jay jay."

I rested my head on his shoulder keeping my face in the crook of his neck.

"Tired?"

I nodded. He bent down and grabbed my legs wrapping them around his waist.

He did a jump to push me up a little.

"I'm gonna cuddle with her."

"Ok." Mom said

He walked upstairs into our room laying me down then laying next to me.

He wrapped his arms around me and I cuddled into his chest.

I started silently crying.

"Babe what's wrong?"

"I'm scared Jay."

"About what baby?"

"What happens in 5 months I don't wanna die I wanna watch Autumn and Michael grow up, I wanna be there when Amber graduates and meets the love of her life, I wanna grow old with you, I wanna see Bentley get married and have kids, I wanna help raise our kids."

We were both sitting up now. He pulled me into his embrace.

"I know and I'm scared to but we both have to be strong and positive so the kids don't worry."

"I know."

I pulled away and wiped my eyes.

"Hey I'm missing something."

"What?"

"My kiss, I just got home and you never kissed me."

I smiled and planted my lips on his. We pulled away and laid back down in the sane position as before except he was now in a muscle tank.

"I love you princess."

"I love you too prince."

I felt him kiss the top of my head and then I fell asleep.

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I woke up still in his arms except for this time he was asleep.

Or so I thought. I felt his thumb rubbing against my arm.

"Jay."

"Morning."

"I slept through the night?"

"Ya."

I sighed and cuddle more into him.

"I love you jay jay."

"I love you too baby girl."

As much as I wanted to cuddle I had to go and brush my teeth.

"Babe I need to brush my teeth." .

He let me go and I sat up walking into the bathroom and brushing them and my hair then waled back out.

I laid back in his arms as he rubbed my arm again.

"Call the kids."

"Bentley! Amber! Autumn! Cone here!" He yelled

They rushed in here.

"What's wring is she ok? Did god take her already?"

"No I'm fine I just wanna cuddle with all of you."

They all climbed in bed Autumn and Amber laying out top of Justin and I and bentley next to me.

"Honestly kids, I'm scared to and if something happens promise me you guys won't find a new mom, whoever your dad marries if he even marries again if I pass you won't call her mom?"

"No one could ever replace you mommy." Amber said

"Plus your not going anywhere." Bentley said

"And no natter what I will never find someone as good as you."

I kissed the top if Autuns head, Bentley's cheek, Ambers hand and Justin lips.

"I love you guys."

"We love you too." Autumn said

I giggled.

"Did the baby get fed?"

"Yes." They said

"Good."

I rested my eyes cuddled up to me family. This could very possibly be the last family cuddle.