-Let My Guard Down-

Introduction to Heather

-Heathers P.O.V-

I sat down on the wide mattress that took up a small amount of my new empty room, picking up my laptop that had Word already opened up from attempting to finish my CV that i started to write earlier,  i sighed not understanding what to write or what was the point anyway.

I still and have never known what i want to do with my life, i mean what's the point stressing over your future and money when your parents are always there for that stuff. Sounds spoilt right? I don't see it that way. First of all my parents are wealthy enough to give me money once in awhile without having to work a few extra shifts which i am lucky and thankful for also i always like to follow the quotes and advice people have given me for example 'don't grow up too fast' or 'live in the present'.

Now i'm sat here not only feeling stupid for only thinking about ways of earning my own money now but hungry as i can no longer walk to the fridge which is only ever full of food but only to a fridge that contains just a bottle of water and a pack of oreos which shouldn't even been in there. 

'Ughh' I moan as i collapsed onto the mattress and sit there whilst admiring the plain white walls (picture is room once finished and decorated) as well as cardboard boxes that are currently surrounding me.

I am soon disturbed by constant noises coming from my phone. Unlucky me, another group chat. A huge group chat of about 7 girls come through on my at a fast pace, me being too lazy to read through the messages just send a text,

H(Heather)- Sorry been busy, what's happening?

J(Jess)- Babe keep up, we are discussing fright night this week.

H- Oh right.

S(Sam)- You ok for this Thursday?

H- Yeah thats cool:)

S- Alright i'll pick you up at five.

Seeing as these were the only messages involving me i ignored the new amount of messages revolving around the boys that they can meet and what they are wearing ect. Me, i only go for the mazes, if i had to i would happily walk around the mazes by myself then follow some large group of young boys around the park.

Honestly i don't even know why i agree to these things, me being me highly antisocial and quick to judge people, 6/7 girls in that group chat i can't stand to be with by myself over a hour. It's just these girls aren't interesting to me, they can talk about their wild nights out clubbing for a day but i prefer sitting by myself for the day on youtube or playing xbox. Sad right.

 Judging people quick sometimes comes in handy as most people i meet aren't worth my time. However my mood does change towards the right people, people like Sam for example. We share same interests and i am able to talk to for over 2 hours and not want to rip my hair out. But on the subject of guys yes they a far less drama to hang out with but very few can handle my sarcastic comments and i struggle to find the ones who can.

Leaving my laptop on with word still open, i wonder downstairs to find something else to occupy me other than writing my CV or unpacking boxes.

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My first chapter done! Not sure how often i update but i enjoy writing this fan fiction, maybe Simon in the next chapter? Ill leave you with another quote here becauses it's kind of Heathers thing;

'  Life is really simple, but we insist on making it complicated.'