-Let My Guard Down-

-Anger-

-Heather's P.O.V-

Sun started burning through my eyelids which made my body automatically turn away from the harsh light. Rolling over i felt warmth from another body surround me. Wait what happened last night?! 

Sitting up quickly to wake myself up i looked around not seeing my normal bedroom environment, luckily i still had clothes on so it couldn't of been that bad. Although there was someone lying next to me but they were no stranger, Josh still in deep sleep snoring away so i snuck out of bed so i could try and shake my memory of last night.

Walking down stairs avoiding the unknown new stains from last night i discovered the mess from last night that included cups, food and loose clothing. I spent some time walking around the rooms seeing how badly they were trashed as i'm probably going to be the one cleaning it up, leaving the kitchen to last as i could grab some water even though my hangover wasn't to bad, i opened the fridge trying to find something other than alcohol, when i heard footsteps coming down the stairs. Turning around so i could greet whoever it was but nobody entered the kitchen however i heard voices from down the hallway. 

I snuck my head around the door to see who it was, all i got was a glimpse of was Sam walking the door and Simon shutting the door behind her. Seeing Si heading towards me i ran back to the position i was in just before so i didn't look like was watching them, again. The last thing i remember from last night was leaving the bathroom and sprinting down the stairs then grabbing more drinks on the way so i still have memory of the whole kissing awkwardness.

My attempt at acting in a casual position was awful but when Simon reached me he wouldn't look at me let alone lift his head from staring at the ground. 

'Mornin' I happily asked trying to start a conversation but i got no reply,

'hellooo, anyone there?' i ask again sounding less happy and more annoyed.

Simon grabbed a drink and picked up his pace whilst heading towards the door, now this pissed me off. I ran as fast as i could so that i could catch up then get in front of him before he reached the stairs. However i couldn't get to him fast enough but remarkably i was able to grab his wrist and turn him towards me in the hallway.

'Simon, what is up with you?' i questioned as i tried to get him to make eye contact with me .

'Why are you avoiding me because you are doing an awful job' now he was trying to get around me but spread my hands across the width of the hall,

'Si?'

'Si!'

'Simon!' i pretty much screamed into his face as i didn't know what else to do and anger getting the better of me,

'Heather, Fuck off' he said sternly still not looking at me, i was taken back a bit by his language but it only made me want to know more what has happened because he has never acted like this to me before.

'What have i done to make you be this way?' then unexpectedly he pushed me, hard, not hard enough to push me over but i definitely stumbled. He then disappeared up the stairs only making it up to the first floor landing before i reached him.

I felt my whole body heat up with anger which lead me to grab him and push him against the wall, i wanted to punch and kick him for being like this but with the rage i had built up i was able to hold him tightly against the cold wall long enough to ask him again,

'Si what hap-'

'Let go of me! how the hell do you have the strength to do this?' i pushed harder against his shoulders the more he resisted, that was when Josh walked out his room,

'What the hell is going on here?' he chuckled and rubbed his eyes,

'Josh what happened last night to make Simon hate me?' i asked seriously

'You tell me ,you three disappeared for half an hour' he replied confused at why i was acting so serious

'three?' 

'Yeah you two and Sam, Heather you were the only one to come back i didn't see the others for the rest of the night'

i turned to Simon whose face was glaring at me and fists clenched, and at that moment the memories flooded back to me. 

Oh shit, what have i done?

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Flashback in the next chapter! What has she done now?

'I regret those times when I've chosen the dark side. I've wasted enough time not being happy.'