-Let My Guard Down-

-Confused-

-Heathers P.O.V-

I had spent a lot of the last couple of weeks with the 'guys' or at least a few of them; Josh, Simon, Vikk and kind of JJ has moved into a massive house only just before i had met them at fight night. As the guys are busy recording videos late at night i've been going around at 3 most days too help them unpack and choose new furniture. To be honest i haven't been much help but strangely i've really enjoyed hanging with them and they are all really nice.  

During these weeks i have learnt more things about all the guys: they are in a group called the 'Sidemen' and all have large channels considering they all are gaming. Most of them have under 1 million, around 500,000 thousand subscribers each however JJ has a huge channel with something like 5 million and Harry has about 2 million (A/N the guys have just moved into the sidemen house so this is set over a year ago) Oh yeah i have also learnt their names which is good!

At the moment it is 11ish in the morning so most of guys are asleep and anyway i don't want to spend everyday there because one; i don't want to annoy them by just hanging around for house for hours, two; they spend a lot of time recording videos and i feel like i'm getting in the way.

Lately Sam has been texting me often as well as pretty much message is a paragraph of her apologising but i don't know what to say to her, i'm still pissed at her for how she choose the barbies over me.

My phone buzzed again- expecting a message from Sam i wasn't going to reply but i had been sitting in bed since i got up which was at 9 so it gave me something to do, however it turned out to be Harry,

'Are you going to the party at the house tomorrow?'

Party at the Sidemen house? What I wasn't invited, i guess we weren't as close as i thought.

*6 o'clock the same day*

I had been sulking most of the day in my room, upset that i wasn't invited but whatever just another group of friends i thought i had but turned out they were all dicks in the end, and to think I nearly-

'I thought you were coming round tonight? just finished putting together the last of the furniture without you:(- Beardie' i read the message from Josh or Beardie the nickname i called him a couple times.

'Feeling to tired, i won't be much fun' i replied trying to avoid mentioning the party

'Well you can crash at ours if your that tired but i have already left to get you, be there in 10;)' great can't say no now, if there's one thing i have learnt about Josh is that he gets his own way, even if that means dragging me out my house.

I didnt take long for Josh to turn up,

'What's up?' he asked as i climbed into his car

'Like i mentioned i'm tired but that doesn't stop you coming to get me'

'Nope, you'll wake up as Harry is round ours so his screaming will surely help'

'Oh great if i knew that i wouldn't of voluntarily got in the car'

'that's obviously why i didn't tell you'

shortly after we arrived at the house and it was pretty full, i was greeted by Ethan, Harry who were downstairs in the kitchen, i guessed the others were recording upstairs. I sat down with them joining there listening to their conversation when Harry turned to me,

'You ignored my message earlier, i was very upset' he said pouting his lips trying to look as upset as possible,

'Ooo what did he ask?' Ethan butted in

'I asked about the party tomorrow ni-' harry was cut off by Josh,

'Harry shut up' josh said forcefully but quietly,

'I didn't reply to you Harry as i had know idea what you were talking about hmm?' i replied playfully 

'Well done Harry ruined it now' Ethan said not so playfully as i looked around confused 

'What is going on?' i questioned,

'Oh god! is this the one he was going to ask her to go with him' Harry shouted, leaving confused and angry faces across the kitchen and there was an awkward silence left.

'Sorry mate' Harry apologised breaking the silence,

'I'm still real confused, anyone care to explain?' i requested mostly because i hated the silence.

'Just leave it, it doesn't matter anymore' Josh walked out,

Wait Josh wanted to ask me to go the party with him?

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Whatttt Josh?! Plot twist. Kind of. Not really... Also the photo is kind of what i think Heather would look like:)

'One way to get the most out of life is to look upon it as an adventure.'