-Let My Guard Down-

-Again-

-Heathers P.O.V-

*2 months*

A couple of months has past without any drama or fights with anyone. It's been really nicely actually, Simon and me are closer than ever,
me and Josh have been dating for a while which feels strange as it has been my longest relationship. Sam has forgiven me but we aren't as close especially as I have been spending most of my time meaning that I have become close to the group of guys; expect from Josh and Simon I have become far more friendly with Harry, he has been good fun to hang out with when others are recording.

Lately Josh hasn't been messaging me a lot because as he says he's 'on a roll' with recording videos, this means I haven't been round in about 5 days which is the longest I have gone without seeing him. Luckily Si has still been texting me so I asked if I could go see him and surprise Josh, of course he said yes so I was leaving in 20 minutes because they were all recording.

Pulling up outside the large house I knocked quietly Simon shortly after open the door knowing already I was outside. He pulled me in for a quick hug then pushed me into the kitchen where I found Vik, Ethan and Tobi spread across the work surfaces.

'Where's Josh gone now?' Simon asked them,

'Not sure he just disappeared upstairs'

'I won't be a sec' smiling at the group then headed up too Josh's room,

Josh's door was wide open so wondering in I searched for him however not very hard as he wasn't in there so I just sat at his desk spinning on the chair, when his phone buzzed

From Charlotte- The last weeks been great, really hope to see you more. I missed you<3 xxx

... What the fuck?

Josh entered the room, I just stare in anger not knowing whether to scream and punch him or run out the door.

'Heather, I missed you! Gosh I hav- what's wrong?' Confused at why my fists were clenched and why I was glaring right through him, it didn't take him long to realise his phone in my hand that looked like I was squashing it with my bare hands.

Stomping past him and pushing him over onto the computer I sprinted downstairs to the kitchen where the guys were still sat in the same places as I left them,

'Wow that's the fastest I've seen you run' Vik jokes as I grab his shirt forcefully,

'What is Josh's password' I demand through gritted teeth,

'4685' Vik spits out as I let go and unlock his phone when Josh rushes into the room,

'Heather I can explain' he begs,

'Go on then' I smirk giving him one chance before I read through the messages.

'Umm... Well' I laugh at his attempt to explain then unlock his phone.

Ignoring the questions from others as the start to argue, I read through the endless conversations between my boyfriend and some girl called Charlotte. The messages were mostly flirting and organising times to meet up, they have been talking before I even met Josh. Now returning to the real world I turned towards Simon holding up the phone as the grabbed it scanning over the messages.

'Her again? After what happened last time, why would you do this to Heathers she's perfect and she finally has started trusting you and now you hav-' suddenly he attacks Josh throwing punch but luckily Ethan holding him back. My mind then wanders again thinking about what Simon meant, 'again'? Josh told me he'd never had a serious relationship before me?

Could this get any worse?

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I don't know what is going on but its cool:)

"The moment you realize that the person you cared for has nothing intellectually or spiritually to offer you, but a headache."