crushing

Chapter thirteen

While I was sleeping I guess I was having an anxiety attack because I was in the school and everything was distorted, and echoing, booming laughter bouncing in my head and my legs weren't following my commands. It was as if the connections between my brain and legs where disconnected.
I just began walking my locker, and people were staring at me, bending over, pointing at me, laughing. Their laughs began getting louder until everything went black, it faded away except for two people. They were standing behind my and by eachother, Duncan and Brian.
They both looked like they had hurt looks on their face. Tears built up in my eyes and I just wanted to hug someone. This feeling came over me and I just wanted to feel comfort. I turned around to see them and they stared at me.
"Your so beautiful." Duncan said and gave a weak smile.
"You mean more to me than to everything." Brian said and ran his fingers through his hair.
A lump in my throat began making it's way up and tears streamed down my cheeks.
What was happening?
I heard this shrill and Tracey stomped over and yanked on his wrist and pulled him away. I looked over to see Brian but he was gone too.
I woke up with sweat beating on my forehead and my heart pounding in my chest. I had tears streaming down my cheeks and the lump in my throat was still there.
I hate nightmares...