16. Overthinking

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Is anyone even reading this anymore? i feel its not getting anywhere and nobody cares about it.

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ARIA

Seth has been distant.

He hasn't been to school since the day Jake told Nessie, which by the way, went better than expected. Edward isn't to happy about that one tho.

And that was 3 weeks ago.

Ive tried getting ahold of him, but he wont answer anything i try.

I'll see him is wolf form on patrol, but he ignores me. What have i done to him? I honestly have no clue.

"Alice have you seen Seth?" Alice is sitting beside Edward in the kitchen discussing who knows what, to quietly even for me to hear.

"Um-" she looks at Edward and he motions something. "No i haven't. Sorry."

ALICE

The day Aria told Bella and I she would deny her imprinter, Edward came in telling us what Seth had thought. He was there when she said that and he felt utterly betrayed. It almost hurts to see Seth like that, werewolf or not.

I feel bad for both of them tho. Once he tells her, shes going to deny it, and they'll both be in pain.

Emotional and physical.

Aria is such and idiot sometimes. I bet she gets it from her sister because they are both so stupid at times when it come to the supernatural even if they are themselves.

But i do feel bad, because no matter what warning we give her, the stubbornness of the Swan family is so outrageous that she wont think twice about "pain". She wont care until it actually happens, maybe even a bit after then.

But i feel worse for Seth. The poor boy is so sweet and innocent, minus the killing of numerous vampires, he, according to Edward has one of the most amazing minds to read because of his enthusiasm and positiveness. But after he heard Aria say to us she would deny, even Seth, his thoughts went hard and he could only think of the bad to come of this. He didn't bother thinking of when she would accept the imprint. Only what will happen when she denies.

ARIA

i feel as if everyone knows something i don't and i hate it. They're all hiding something from me. Again.

Does nobody trust me? Secrets is what drove me to run away in the first place causing pain to everyone. Do they not think it could happen again? Not that it would, i wouldn't want to hurt anyone like that ever again and i most certainly don't want to be in pain physically again. I still don't understand why i was hurting so much tho. My insides felt like they were caving in, i felt broken and like half of me is missing.

I admit, i still fell that way tho. Not the pain part, just like Im missing my second half of me. I don't feel complete. Is it someone? Could i be someones singer?

No. All of the vampires have their mates.

Someones imprint?

Absolutely not. Im a vampire- er half. They are werewolves. It doesn't work. I am not good enough to be an imprint either. I can barley handle not knowing secrets, how can i handle being someones soulmate?

I just cant. I refuse. If you deny they'll just find a new one right? Probably. Its not like Im the only one in the world for that One boy.

And just look at the guys' imprints, Rachel, Emily, Claire, Kim,

All the same species.

HUMAN.

Which Im not.

Vampires and Werewolves are supposed to be enemies. Not soul mates.

It cant work.

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