Little Swan- Seth Clearwater Twilight

26. I hate secrets

Im such a shit author and uploader holy fuck. ITS MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!!!!!
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Seth

Carlisle came in earlier. Apparently I "hit my head," but I don't remember that. I feel fine. Everyone has been very weird today. Giving me strange looks and whispering. Honestly, I'm really confused, but I don't think they would keep secrets from me.

I hate secrets.

"How's he doing?" Someone says coming inside.
Carlisle gives me a glance, and walks to the door.
"Hi Adam, let's step outside."
A painful burning sensation rips in my chest at Adam's name.
They back quickly after, and Adam makes his way towards me.
"Hey Seth. How are you?"
"I'm fine," it came out harsher than I anticipated.
"So you don't.....know Aria?" It seems difficult for him to say it. Like he's being cautious around me.
The name, strangely familiar, on the tip of my tung I can't make it out, but every time I hear the name it fills my head with unknown thoughts, and daydreams of a girl, but I could never place it. Much Like a song you love, but cannot remember the name or who it's by.
But the name made a weird feeling in my stomach.
I didn't like it.
I don't think I liked it.
"No. I don't, I think," he smiles at that. Why? I don't really know.
I barely know much of anything anymore. "Great! well, uh, never mind," his face goes deep red before turning away with a big grin plastered onto his face.
This made me angry.
HE makes me angry.
"Seth, hey, calm down. I don't need you phasing in my house," Sam says from across the room.
A sharp pain erupts, much more painful than the last, causing me to clutch my chest.
And it goes as quickly as it came.
"I'm going to go for a walk," I announce to no one in particular.
Why does everyone ask me about an Aria? I don't know any Aria's, Should I?
The woods calm me for a short few minutes, until I catch a scent. It's hard to explain really, but it's stronger than the smell of the flowers, and more amazing.
Feeling a pull, like I'm a magnet, I walk to where the smell is and I'm standing in a meadow.
A very ugly meadow. Everything is dead within the walls of the meadow. It would be very beautiful if the flowers were alive, but not one is. Everything on the outskirts of the clearing is alive and fruitful, but within, it's like a graveyard.

Arias POV
Yawning and sitting up in my bed, I look towards my alarm clock. It can't be later then 5:00, I'm so tired. But glancing over, I gasp in surprise. It is nearly three in the afternoon. Just as I am about to step out of bed, Bella walks in.
"Aria, someone is here to see you." Who would come and see me? It's only been a few weeks into the move and I have been too tired to go outside, so I haven't made any friends.
"Not that I want to," I mutter out loud.
"What was that?" questions Bella, she heard it, I know she did.
"What? oh, nothing, who is here to see me?"
"You'll see soon enough, I'm sending him in."
Wait, him? Maybe it's Seth! Wait, no, why would Seth want to see me? He hasn't even tried to contact me after the kiss.
The kiss-
But my thoughts are abruptly interrupted by a voice.
"Hey, uh, Aria," says a deep voice shyly.
I look up grinning but my smile quickly fades. It isn't Seth standing in front of me, but Adam. His face drops when he sees my expression filled with disappointment so I quickly grin, pretending that I am happy to see him.
I soon realize that I am happy to see him, and the false smile on my face turns to a grin as I realize that my best friend is here to visit me.
"Adam! What are you doing here?"
"It's been weeks since I last saw you. I had to see you again," he smiles, but an uncomfortable feeling interrupts my sudden happiness.
"That's great. I'm so happy you came!" the words get harder and harder to speak. It's as if I'm about to go mute if I speak any longer to Adam.
"How is everyone back in Washington?" I ask, averting my mind to Seth for a millisecond, sending my thoughts into a calm, settling state for a short, quick time.
His expression is blank, and he crinkles his eyebrows, "Everyone's...... fine."
"Just fine?" I push a bit more.
"Nothing really happens in Washington anyway."
He's keeping something from me.
I can tell.
Its something big.
And I hate secrets.

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IT FINALLY Let me UPLOAD GOD DARNIT.
Wattpad has been shit lately, and a big old meanie to me. Deleted EVERY CHAPTER I TRIED TO PUBLISH 12 TIMES.
YES. I COUNTED.
its my birthday todayyyyyyyyyy!!!!!
October 7th is the day of my birth.
So heres my gift to you!
A much deserved gift cuz im a shit author and uploader so SOWWY ILY.
It was supposed to be a lot longer but i kinda started giving up around the 5th time it failed on me.
Ilyasm
Almost 50k reads is fucking crazy.