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SETH
I laugh as I twirl her around. I know that she is beautiful yet I cannot see her face or remember her name. All I know is that I need to spend forever with her. Why is it that I cannot see her face? I try to turn her around to see yet she escapes my arms and runs away giggling, but as I turn her around I cringe, afraid of what is waiting for me. Where this beautiful girl's face should be all I see is void. Slowly backing away I hear someone calling my name. It seemed far off in the distance.
"Seth. Seth! Seth! Wake up! You are having another nightmare!" I hear someone scream in the distance.
Suddenly the beautiful girl disappears and another face takes her place. I look into her eyes and see them filled with worry.
"Seth what's wrong, don't you remember me? I'm your girlfriend, Jenna! Are you ok?"
I push my dream out of my head as I remember. 'Oh yeah, I have a girlfriend,' I think to myself. But somewhere in the back of my head I hear a voice, 'well, she's not nearly as beautiful as the girl from the dream.'
"Shut up!" I yell and Jenna looks at me.
"B-but I didn't say anything."
"What? No I was talking to myself and I accidentally yelled. Sorry."
"It's okay, babe," she says as I wrap my hands around her waist. Leaning in I smile, I really do have the most beautiful girlfriend in the world. As our lips touch I expect sparks to fly but they don't.
I quickly pull away and she looks at me confused. I fake a cough and mutter an apology as my cheeks turn bright red. Jenna laughs, as I think to myself, 'Why did I feel so disgusted when I kissed her? I love her, don't I?'
I have been having doubts about my mental health since the other night when my nightmares began. The same girl that I saw in my dream today was smiling and laughing with another guy. The two were laying on her bed and a surge of anger went through me as I thought of the next detail, his arm was around her and she was snuggled into his chest. The guy turns and I see his face, Adam.
I am going to kill him.
They both laugh when Adam makes a joke. I see her lean into his chest, and he puts his fingers under her chin and brings her eyes up to his. Adam whispers something that I can't hear and leans in. When their lips touch I try to lunge and tear him apart, but I am detained by the feeling of fire coursing through my stomach.
Every bad thought that I have ever had returns, the pain feels never ending. The girl sits in shock then pushes Adam away.
"I-I can't Adam. I think that I have feelings for Seth." "What? No! He left you remember! You can't love him, you just can't"
"I'm sorry, I'm really truly sorry. But I can't, I just can't," says the girl, tears streaming down her face.
"Aria, why?"
"I don't know, now please just go," she says as I realize something. Aria! That's the girls name. I need to find her! I think to myself.
Adam walks out of the room muttering something about Carlisle being right about everything, and going to talk to him. Suddenly, I remember that girl, Aria's, face. It is the most beautiful thing I have ever laid my eyes on, but why can't I remember her.
ARIAAdam's been visiting for a few weeks now. I'm not complaining, since Seth hasn't bothered to contact me, but I think Adam may be thinking "we" are more than we really are.
He's a great guy, but I could never see him in that way. Ever. And all that's been on my mind was Seth, and what happened the day I left.
I've been having dreams of the....kiss....ever since it happened and thankfully, Edward hasn't said anything, so he most likely hasn't seen it.
He has been gone a few days to meet with Sam and Carlisle about something. He refused to tell me what tho.
Breaking my thought, a loud voice echoes yelling, "Hey, Aria!"
Looking around, it's the only person I know in my new town.
"Hey Adam, whats up?"
"I want to take you somewhere," he says grabbing my hand and walking out the door."Where are we going?"
"A place I found," he smiles, and I can't bring myself to smile back. This doesn't feel right. I feel strange, not a good strange, even touching him, Being near him, when he could possibly have unreturned feelings for me makes me feel sick inside.
"Aria," he breathes, and I begin feeling even worse.
Without any warning, or I was just too caught up in my thoughts to catch it,
A sick, disgusted, feeling ripples my body when I finally realize he's kissing me.
All I could think of was Seth. And then unbearable pain pulses through my veins.
Realization hit quickly after, and I finally pull away.
"What's wrong?" Worried expression etches onto his face.
"This- this doesn't feel right. I don't know what it is, but it's something with Seth. I just feel- different with him. Around him. Anything else just feels wrong," I manage through my teeth, its burning me from inside. I could barley breathe properly. I want to hit him, but with my strength, I'd probably break him.
Without word, he simply walks away.
And my legs collapse underneath me from unknown exhaustion.
SETH
Sitting with Jenna, it feels weird. Bad weird. It feels like I'm kissing the wrong lips, holding the wrong hands, liking the wrong girl.
"and then she called me- Seth? Seth, are you even listening to me?" Jenna grunts. All day has been her talking, me thinking, and her getting annoyed with the lack of attention I've given her.
"I'm sorry Jenna. I can't think straight today. Something's on my mind, and I don't even know what it is," she looks at me, and sighs, "Okay," and leans in for a kiss, but sudden severe pain spreads through my body like knives causing me to drop to my knees and cry out in pain.EDWARD
I was in La Push meeting with Sam and Carlisle about Seth. Nobody knew why, but he forgot about Aria.
Then he gets a girlfriend, Jenna.
We aren't completely sure about the imprinting, so they called me to visit and look into Seth's dreams to see if they involve anything Aria related.
Sam's phone starts to ring, and he rolls his eyes. 'Jenna' he mouths.
He steps out of the room to take the call.
"What do you want Jenna?"
"Wait-"
"Slow down plea- Jenna!- say that again-" Sam yells, obviously getting more and more irritated with the girl.
"Is he alright?" His voice drops to a whisper.
"I'll be right over,"
"Seth collapsed at the park in Forks. She doesn't know why, but he looked like he was getting beat up by an invisible person according to Jenna," he rolls his eyes.
"I hope to God that boy imprinted on Aria, otherwise I will probably rip Jenna's head off," Sam says under his breath.
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"Sam! Sam, we're over here Sam!" Jenna screams, a little too overdramatic.
"Yeah, I can see. Now go home and I'll take care of your little boyfriend," Sam picks an un-conscience Seth.
"Cullen, what's he thinking?" Sam asks.Focusing on Seth's thoughts, I see very detailed everything.
"So?" Sam says impatiently.
"The scenery is the meadow behind your house."
"The dead one?"
"Well, before it was dead."
Then, his thoughts shows two people. Kissing.
And then the faces show a bit more."It's Aria with Seth,"
"What are they doing?"
"Um-"
"No, Seth?" Sam caught on quite fast.
"Well, it's not like it really happened," Sam says looking at Seth in the backseat of his car.
"It might have," I respond remembering Aria's dreams.
"Aria has the same dreams every night. Only, I thought it was with Adam, because it never showed his face."
ARIA
The pain was terrible and stopped after an ungodly long hour.
It stops as soon as Bella walked into my room with Nessie and Jacob.
"Hey, we're going to visit Seth and Carlisle in La Push. Come on."-----
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