Big Hero 6 X Reader OneShots 2

If Only...

(Y/n) P.O.V

"Byeeeeee....Click!" The door shut quietly. I sighed and leaned against it, thinking if my choices were right.

Before I went to SFIT, my mother warned me of a certain boy: Hiro Hamada. She said my goal was to over take him, use his ideas to ruin the world, but I was confused... Why?

There was absolutely no point in world domination, people would die in the process and leave me and my mum to rule who ever foolishly stayed behind!

I kept a close watch on him and even befriended him to as much as possible before framing him.

I grew to like Hiro and he liked me... Now we were supposedly "dating" ... Ugh love is so confusing... I'm meant to listen to my mum!... But is she wrong...

I slide down onto the floor against the door and sighed. My little dormitory echoing every sound I made.

"A million thoughts in my head
Should I let my heart keep listening
'Cause up 'til now I've walked the line
Nothing lost but something missing"

I feel like a puzzle piece is missing from me... I just don't know what the piece is... Maybe It is Hiro? Or what about my mother?...

"I can't decide
What's wrong, what's right
Which way should I go?"

It's like I'm stuck at a fork in a road with no directions... And each path spreads further into a different situation... Both of which I can not see.

"If only I knew what my heart was telling me
Don't know what I'm feeling
Is this just a dream?
Ah oh, yeah
If only I could read the signs in front of me
I could find the way to who I'm meant to be
Ah oh, if only
If only"

Gee, if life could be read like a map I wouldn't be lost... I would know where to go by now! My mum? Or Hiro?

Mum!
Hiro!
Mum!
Hiro!
Mum!
Hiro!
Mum!
Hiro!
...
Mum?
...
Hiro?
....
Mum...
Or...
Hiro..?

"Every step, every word,
With every hour I am falling in
To something new, something brave
To someone I, I have never been"

I'm like two completely different people in one. And both sides of me are so different it confuses me. I don't know which person I should side with. It's like the devil and the angel!... But who is who?

Would my mum be the devil because she wants world domination? Or is Hiro the devil because he is my enemy?

Is my mum the angel because she is helping me? Or is Hiro the angel because he is innocent?

"I can't decide
What's wrong, what's right
Which way should I go?"

I need an answer! But whom do I ask? For no body can help with my task! ... That rhymed! Beside the point... I need help.

"If only I knew what my heart was telling me
Don't know what I'm feeling
Is this just a dream?
Ah oh, yeah
If only I could read the signs in front of me
I could find the way to who I'm meant to be
Ah oh, if only
Yeah"

My heart doesn't know what it wants... How do I listen to it? What path should I take?

How do I understand something that barely makes a message to me? Shouldn't I listen to my brain?... Who says listen to my heart?!

"Am I crazy? Maybe we could happen
Yeah
Will you still be with me when the magic's all run out?"

And what if... After I do my mother's bidding Hiro hates me? Who am I kidding? Of course he would!

"If only I knew what my heart was telling me
Don't know what I'm feeling
Is this just a dream?
Ah oh...
If only I could read the signs in front of me
I could find the way to who I'm meant to be
Ah oh..."

I know what the right answer is, it's obviously don't do what my mother says... Was that my heart deciding? Or my brain? If I know my mum is wrong, does that mean my heart says Hiro is right?

"If only, yeah"

And if my heart is saying that, does that mean I should listen? Could this be the sign I was waiting for years to happen?

Maybe sometimes our parents are wrong... They aren't always necessarily right... Humans were created with flaws... No one is perfect... Maybe my mother was wrong ?

"If only
If only"

Maybe it is... Maybe this is what my heart wants, what its leading me to, what its telling me is correct.

Is there a way to be sure though? What if I misunderstood myself? I do have doubt... Should I? I never knew why my mum hates Hiro...

If only I knew.