Warning: May be depressing and have certain self harm parts and things that may trigger others and/or make others depressed.
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ChilledChaos(Anthony) POV:
I sit there, waiting for Adam(SeaNanners) to come home. I glance at the clock and tear up a bit as I see it's four in the morning. I pull myself close on the couch and silently cry, then after a few minutes I stand and start to feel numb.
"Maybe.... Maybe if I just.. disappear it won't hurt anymore.."
I grab a knife from the kitchen and head back to the couch, then I drag the sharp, cold blade across my skin as hard as I can. The pain in my heart numbs the pain that should be in my arm and the deep red blood flows from my wound and starts dripping onto the couch and floor. My vision blurs once I do the same to the other arm, not stopping until I have a large puddle and stain on the couch. I feel my eyelids get heavy, but fight to stay awake as I grab a pill bottle filled with sleeping pills. I quickly down it and soon I fall to the ground, landing in the puddle of blood. I barely hear the door open as I give up to the darkness and my heart stops.
SeaNanners(Adam) POV:
I open the door with one hand, my other hand in my pocket, feeling the velvet of the small box I've been slightly freaking out about for hours. I walk to the kitchen and set my keys down.
"Chilly? Are you awake? The lights are still on.."
I take my jacket off and head to the living room, stopping dead in my tracks as I see Anthony on the floor in a large puddle of blood. I rush to him and pull him into my lap as I cry.
"Chilled!! Anthony!!" My voice cracks as I rock back and forth with Anthony in my arms.
"Baby... Anthony... Please wake up.. I'm sorry I'm so late... Please.. Please.." Tears blur my vision and I break down.
"Please.." I whisper quietly, hoping this is some kind of joke, but knowing that deep in my mind it's real and it's all my fault.
