The sceaming...
Sweet dreams are made of these
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas
Everybody's looking for something
The blood....
Getoutgetoutgetoutgetout.
Out of my head, get the memories out. Make them stop. Make them stop.... please..
Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused
They used me....
Abused me....
I didn't want it.... I didn't want the shame to show so I made myself a mask. A white poker face mask..
Sweet dreams are made of these
Who had a mind to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas
Everybody's looking for something
I cry too much...
Everyone says I'm a baby, but they don't know me...
Don't know what I've been through...
I'll just go by Cry now...
Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused
I am loosing myself to an inner voice... he tells me to do horrible things to others....I'm slowly becoming a shell of myself... will someone help me?....anyone?......please?....
I wanna use you and abuse you
I wanna know what's inside you
Moving on, moving on
Moving on, moving on
Moving on, moving on
Moving on
I blacked out today and woke up with blood all over me, I had a panic attack as I washed it off.... What's happening to me?...
Sweet dreams are made of these
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas
Everybody's looking for something
I feel the voice controlling me...
the venom he spits in his words...
the hatred he has for others...
the fear I have everytime I hear him speak....
Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused
I feel empty...
I just give up...
The voice says he'll take my place and I believe him... Is that a mistake?..
I'm gonna use you and abuse you
I'm gonna know what's inside
Gonna use you and abuse you
I'm gonna know what's inside you
I am not me anymore..
I am but a shell, a host for the voice..
I am trapped in my own mind..
His name is Mad..
His name is Mad and I can't control what he'll do next...
