I'll wrap my arms around you.

There is so much I want to say

I apologize for not writing a lot lately, I've had a lot going on with college and home so I've been distracted. I feel really bad for leaving this for so long but I'm going to get back into it while I can. I hope you are all okay?

Heather x

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It was so bright outside, the sun was shining there wasn't a cloud in the sky. I could get used to this but knowing the british weather the sun wouldn't last too long. I walked beside Max and next to Matt, I heard Chris and Dan mention something about this morning...They best not think anything happened in the bathroom, we didn't have sex or anything it was just something in the heat of the moment. I heard a slight mumble from Max I looked over only to realise he stopped. He gave me the 'I need to think look' I don't like that look, I nodded and he walked the opposite direction. I stood there for a moment then heard Josh shout "what are you doing?" "Oh nothing" I replied, running up to them, my head was spinning I wasn't sure what was going on.

"Where did Max go then?" Dan said. To which I replied "I'm not sure..." "Oh okay, I need to talk to you" Dan responded, I gave him a worried look and followed him into a small cafe. "Why don't you see if you can get us a table" Dan said, as I looked around I saw the girl at the till, she looked me up and down so I looked at her and gave her a slight smile. 'why is she staring at me? has my make up smuged? is there something on my face?' God sake Hannah, realise not everything is bad. I felt someone watching me from behind, I was about to ask who it was then their hands covered my eyes and they whispered into my ears "guess who?" that smell it was lynx, my favourite. Their little finger was near my mouth so I licked it seeing if they'd move it, however they didn't. Their finger tasted familiar...hmm..I know the taste reminded me of last night. The only person I can remember being that close with was Max. "I wonder who it could be" I said playfully, I heard a slight snigger. I pushed my elbow back and felt it dig into his stomach "ow Hannah" I felt his hands move from my eyes to my waist, I turned around making eye contact with him I gave him a cheeky little smile. "I need to talk to you Hannah" he said, thoughts spinning around my head, I panicked. Max walked towards a table for two, I followed and grabbed a seat.

I looked up and heard Max say "Hannah?"

oh no this can't be good. I nodded "Yes?" "Look about the other day..." oh no. "I think you're amazing and I wanted to know if you would like to come along with us to America" my jaw dropped, we've only known each other for about 36hours but it feels like longer. I looked at him "are you sure?" he nodded, " Look we can take you home so you can grab your things but we'll be away for two months. We leave on friday, and we'll pick you up" he smiled as if he was waiting for an answer, I looked at him and nodded.