The Love I Never Had ( Thug Story )

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Cholè

I was already finish getting dress. Tonight was the night where I had fun. I had on my olive body-con dress and black shoes. Autumn was in his room getting dress. I was ready before him for the first time. 5 minutes later he came out smelling so good. I inhaled his cologne as he came towards me. He was laced in a gray pair of margielas , white shirt and a nice pair of jeans. " You ready to go yet " I questioned him with a smirk on my face. " yeah I been ready " He laughed when my face became straight.

The drive to the club wasn't that long. During the drive I watched as Autumn watched the road. I couldn't understand why my feelings was this strong already but I wouldn't let him see that. " stop looking at me " He said stopping at a red light and still not taking his eyes off the road. " I'm looking at how serious you look driving the car " I lied and he smirked.

When we got to the club the music was loud as always. The security guards let us in the club once Autumn walked up to them. As soon as we got into the club females were dancing and some were already looking at Autumn. I wasn't jealous that wasn't my boyfriend but I will smack a bitch real quick. Autumn greeted a few people in the VIP section. I noticed my best friend kissing up on her boyfriend. She was always in the club with him. After their make out session me and Lyric grabbed a few drinks from the bar. " Soooo what's up with you and Autumn " She questioned. " Well we cool and you know that's Adams son " I looked at her and saw her face expression change. " Wait what not uncle Kapri best friend , you lying you serious " she looked back at me for confirmation and I shook my head yes. " Damn Cholè so that means you guys are going to be the best team " She said smirking at me. " Don't talk like that cause we ain't in no relationship , so don't start " I said waving her off and grabbing my drink walking back towards the section.

Autumn was talking to some light skin chick when I got back. You could tell he was high but I ignored it. Lyric grabbed my hand and pulled me towards the dance floor. I moved my hips to song that was playing I didn't care about what was going on I just wanted to enjoy my time. " Hey there pretty lady " He said watching me dance. I laughed and pulled his hand so he could dance with me. " My name is Cholè, what's yours " I questioned as I continued to move my body. " My name is Brandon " He held my waist while I grinned on him. Lyric was dancing by herself and watching Brandon closely my best friend always been over protective.

I danced with Brandon for two more songs and then exchanged numbers with him. Walking back to the section. Lyric was sitting on her boyfriend lap and Autumn was giving me a look that let me know he was upset. His eye color was dark looking. He walked over to me and grabbed my hand. " Come on let's talk Cholè " He said pushing me into the bathroom near the corner. " Whats wrong with you Cholè , you think that shit is okay. Dancing with other niggas like we ain't come here together or some shit. He yelled and I let out a laugh. " Are you dumb. Was you not just rubbing on some bitch in my face. You must really think you the boss of me or something but you not Autumn " I said trying to push pass him but he pushed me back against the wall. " Fuck that bitch Cholè, I don't want her she was just there , we were talking but no 18 year old girl should be dancing on niggas you are barely legal .. " I cut him off quick after those words left his mouth.

" Autumn Shut the fuck up with that , I'm grown already. I'm 18 years old. In college with a job now I have to live in a house by myself with no fucking family. I'm grown ! Stop trying to play me like I'm a kid " I breathed heavily. I was beyond pissed. I was ready to go. " I want you to take me ho.." Before I could finish my sentence he kissed me. Excitement ran through my body as I kissed him back. He was so into the kiss that I pulled away. " You shouldn't want to kiss 18 year olds since we not legal yet " I pushed pass him and walked out of the bathroom with confidence.

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The ride home was quiet but I felt Autumn look at me a couple of times. Pulling up to his house I pulled my dress down and walked towards the house. Autumn took his time watching me instead of opening the door. I laughed and his face remained the same. " I don't know why you playing with a nigga " He said with a little smirk. I walked over to the couch and sat down. " Come here Autumn " I patted the empty space next to me.

Autumn

I really was pissed that Cholè was dancing with that nigga. " Man what do you want Cholè " I sat down on the couch next to her. " What's wrong with you Autumn, I'm not understanding what you mad at " She moved closer to me. " Cholè I'm mad at you , why you dancing with niggas for " I said irritated. " Why you talking to other bitches and rubbing on them , you know what I won't dance with another man again since it bothers you " She said standing up and fixing her dress.

I followed behind her as she walked up the stairs slowly. It took me two weeks to like this girl. I feel like she's been with me forever. Our connection is everything already. I watched as Cholè stripped out of her dress. I swear it was like everything was moving in slow motion. She walked over to my dresser and took out one of my shirts and slid it on. It was short so of course her ass was showing a little. " Come here " I said smiling at her. She walked over to the bed and laid down. " What do you want " She rested her hand on her head.

I pulled her closer to me and began kissing her. I wanted this girl badly. This was mines, she was mines.

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The next morning

I woke up next to Cholè. She was peacefully laying on my chest. I watched as her body moved up and down. Last night we made out for almost an hour and expressed our feelings to each other. I never was ready for commitment but for Cholè I felt like I was. I've kissed many girls but never felt the way I do kissing Cholè. I decided to order us some breakfast since a nigga was too lazy to cook right now. I ran the shower water and picked out an outfit. I needed to head to the trap just to see if any drugs were needed.

After the shower breakfast was here so I made my way downstairs after throwing on some pants to open the door. Placing the food on the counter I jogged back upstairs to put on my shirt. Cholè was up now and walking towards the bathroom. " Good morning baby girl " I said moving in front of her and pulling her into a hug. Her curls were all over the place but she still looked beautiful.
" I have to go take care some business, later on when I come home we could chill and watch movies or something " I said pulling away from the hug and giving her a kiss.

After she got out the shower we ate and in headed toward the trap. I needed to see what was good with this nigga Mike. When I got there with some of the dope and shit I handed it to my workers and they went to work. I walked into Mike office. This nigga looked so smoked out. " Yo nigga you have to stop doing this shit man , especially on the job nigga you could get us killed. Why don't you take the day off of something ". I shook my head.

I knew that sooner or later this nigga was going to be cut off. He was setting a bad example and with him doing shit like this it was hard to trust him. Niggas do Coke , start smoking all them drugs , forget all about loyalty and start snitching on niggas.

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