The Love I Never Had ( Thug Story )

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Cholè

I woke up to the sounds of movements. I don't know why I keep waking up this late. I sat up in bed rubbing my eyes. Autumn was sitting at the bottom of the bed with clothes on. He turned around and look at me but I looked away and went to grab my phone. Standing up I dialed lyric and made my way towards the bathroom to take a shower.

20 minutes later I came out the bathroom dressed in my black crop top and Nike tech pants. Adding my yezzy. I put on a white baseball cap so I didn't have to curl my hair. " Where are you going Cholè " He questioned me but I ignored him. He got up from the bed and moved in my way blocking the door. " Where are you going Cholè?" He asked again this time with all seriousness.
" Didn't I tell you I was leaving last night. " I put my hand on my hip waiting for a answer.
" You did but .. ".
" but nothing Autumn I'm going home , give all that shit you brought me to someone else cause I don't want it. It was nice spending time with you , now MOVE ! " I yelled at him and he moved out of my way. I grabbed the stuff that I brought and owned and waited in the living till lyric called me letting me know she was outside.

I was planning on not coming back.

Autumn

After she left I felt empty. I missed her laughing and talking to me. Cholè could easily be replaced but it wouldn't be the same. I went to the shop to see what's with it and then I talked Jacob into getting some drinks with me at the strip club later on tonight. That was my favorite spot to go to.

Later on that night I got dress in my flyest gear. I needed a few lap dances, drinks and some  pussy. I got into the club making it towards my section. All the hoes eyed me and I loved it.

Cholè

Of course I was working tonight. Today I decided to go to work early to set up. " What's up Ms thing , how's you and the new bae Autumn " One of the girls name Michelle asked me. I rolled my eyes. " That's not my boyfriend nor is he my boo " I said before walking off. My body looked nice in the black ripped jeans I had on and black bustier bra the boss had us wearing. I was learning how to love myself more and more each day. Well my body. I put on my black heels and started serving tables. I had to get this money tonight.

On my way to the section I sat the drinks down and the men tipped me. " Thanks I appreciate it " I smiled before walking towards another section. " Excuse me beautiful do you mind hanging out with me for awhile " A deep sexy voice caused me to turn around. The site of him was beautiful. He had dreads that was in a messy bun some falling near his face. " I'm sorry but I'm working right now but I appreciate you calling me beautiful , I have to go if you need anything come near the bar " I smiled before walking off.

I finally served all the tables and made my way back to the bar. The other bar tender took her trays and went to do her shift. " Can I get ah bottle ah dat henny " The person said causing me to face them but not look up. I already know by the voice it was Autumn.
" Hey beautiful , Can you give me a bucket of ice for my bottles please " The guy who's name I didn't get stood beside Autumn. I felt Autumn look at me but I never lifted my head. I got the man his ice and smiled widely. He grabbed my hand and kissed it before walking away.

" So you serious huh , ya ass already got these niggas flocking tah ya " Autumn's words slurred a little bit. " What henny do you want Autumn? " I questioned him pretending like I heard nothing he said. " Give me the biggest bottle in hea and stop acting like you ain't here me " He continued to talk. I wasn't understanding why he was drinking this much.
" Autumn I'm not giving you that bottle, you already drunk ok that's enough " I said cleaning off the bar. I had my lunch break in 5 minutes so I had to make sure everything was cleaned off before I left. Autumn just stood there not saying anything. Watching my body and its movements.
" How much do you care fah me Cholè " He asked with a blank stare.
" Look I have to be on break soon and.."
" just tell me man , stop being so damn complicated with me " He stepped closer towards me. Good thing the bar table was there because if it wasn't he would be able to feel my heart beating.