The Love I Never Had ( Thug Story )

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Cholè

I woke up to the sounds of yelling and glasses being broken. Same shit everyday. My mom would always do her drugs and get high while Mike her husband would drink his life away then argue like crazy people. Getting out of the bed I walk to my bathroom brush my teeth and shower. Today I had plans to not stay in the house it was a hot summer and I have nothing to do anyways.

Stepping out of the shower I dry myself off and look for an outfit. I didn't see myself as a pretty girl like others called me. I had issues with myself. Before my mom was addicted to drugs she would always call me beautiful and tell me that it's nothing wrong with being thick but I didn't see it. I have light brown eyes that you can't really see , brown skin , full lips and eyebrows. My D cups , small waist and thick thighs is my problem. I don't mind having a small waist but it doesn't look good with these big ol thighs I have.

I put on a black crop tank top and some high waisted jeans. Fixing my weave into a messy bun I walk into the kitchen where my mom was sleeping on the floor and Mike was hanging off the couch knocked out. I tap my mom and instantly she goes insane.

" Bitchhh get yo motherfucking hands off of me " she slaps my hand away.

" mom get up and go in your room you was on the floor looking very uncomfortable " I tried to sound nice so she wouldn't hit me.

She stood up and eyed me before going on the couch where Mike was sleeping and laid beside him. I shook my head a grabbed a water out the fridge before going back in my room. I put on my white Aldo slides and dialed my bestfriend lyric.

" heyyy boo where are you , you want to hit the mall with me. I'll buy you something " she talks before I could even say hello.

" you don't have to buy me anything I got paid the other day. I'll wait for you to pull up outside " I said grabbing the water bottle , making my way towards the door and stepping outside.

After the phone conversation Lyric's car pulled up. Looking in the passenger seat I noticed my friend Amby. She wasn't really someone I could trust but I watched her closely. Getting into the car and greeting the girls. We pulled off and was on our way to the mall. Going from store to store I was excited. I love new stuff. Ever since my dad died I had to become independent so I started working at the strip club bar tending. I was making money but not more than the strippers. Going into footlocker I bumped into a guy almost losing my balance but caught myself.

" I'm so sorry I need to pay attention more " I said picking up a bag that fell on the floor.
" it's ok ma , you good ? " He asked watching me fix my shirt. I nodded my head and continued walking. Until I heard running behind me.
" girrrrrl you know who the fuck you was just talking to " Lyric asked me with a hint of excitement in her voice.
" that's Autumn , The kingpin that everyone talks about " She smiles and look back at the man.

He did look cute now that I was staring but I wasn't interested in him knowing he was a kingpin. Losing my dad hurt me too much. autumn had nice eyes that would catch any girls heart. With curls in his tapper haircut. He was Indian looking with smooth milk chocolate skin. He saw me looking causing me to stop looking at him. Turning back to him I noticed he was still looking at me so I smirked before walking off with my friends.

Tonight I decided to go to this party with my friends being that I'm always in the house or working. Stepping into the house it was empty. The thing that pissed me off about Mike was he would give my mom drugs. Instead of helping her , he was killing her softly and she was loving every moment of it. I looked at my phone reading the text lyric sent me telling me to be ready in a hour. Wasting no time I step out of my clothes and hit the shower and brush my teeth. Stepping out and looking at the time I had 40 minutes left so I started my hair. Flat ironing my hair and parting my hair in the middle I started on my makeup. Only putting on mascara and lip gloss. When she was finished she looked in the mirror admiring her burgundy midi halter top dress that hugged her body perfectly. Adding her gold Aldo strap sandals she was ready to go.