The Love I Never Had ( Thug Story )

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Cholè

I was laying in bed with Autumn. His arms was wrapped around me while he slept. I watched him closely as he slept on my stomach. He was so much more calm. I didn't even want to move. It was 10 in the morning and I had no plans for today. I played in his curls while I watched the show on the tv.

Yesterday night Autumn came over and apologize for everything. We stayed up talking and watching movies. Here and there he would look up at me and smile. Watching movies don't work well with Autumn. He's too touchy. I came out of my thoughts once he started moving around. I stopped playing in his hair and he looked up at me seriously. I let out a laugh and put his face back down and continued to play in his curls.

At 11:30 he was climbing out of the bed to go pee. This man was handsome as fuck. I got out of bed to stretch and went downstairs to prepare breakfast. I had no idea what I was doing today and just wanted to stay home but I knew Autumn would drag me out the house. As I was putting on the grits Autumn wrapped his arms around me. " Goodmorning baybe " He said in his strong accent causing me to smile. " Goodmorning Autumn " I said turning around to face him.

His curls were all over the place and his eyes were a honey green color. I don't understand why this man was so beautiful. I watched his body with the biggest smile on my face causing him to laugh.
" Cholè I missed ya lil mean ass too , na stop looking at me and pay attention to that food " He said before kissing my lips and walking away.

After I got done cooking we ate and he smiled the whole time. He noticed the look I was giving him and finally spoke. " I could get use to this shit Cholè , you cooking for me and treating me like a king " He said in between bites of his food. I smiled but at the same time I thought about it. " Yeah well I'm treating nobody like a king if we ain't together " I smiled and his face went straight.
I like Autumn but if we ain't on the same level don't waste my time. I got up and put my plate in the sink before washing the dishes and leaving Autumn down stairs.

I was in my closet looking for something to wear to the mall with Lyric. I know I said I wanted to stay home but Lyric changed my mind and Autumn said he had business to take care of so I let his ass leave. Today was suppose to be a hot day so I showered and put on a white wife beater and a pair of jean shorts that fit me perfectly. I added my orange slides and called it a day.

I drove over to Lyrics house and waited for her to come outside. She stepped outside with a mean mug on her face. " What happened?" I asked her causing her face to light up. She was hiding something and I knew it but I just ignored it. Lyric complained that she was hungry so we ended up at Denny's. I wasn't hungry so I just ordered a drink but Lyric ordered her food and sat there saying nothing. I knew something was bothering her.
" So how does it feel to be almost married L " I smiled trying to get her to cheer up.
" Well It's not what I expected it to be " She said causing me to frown. Just a full day of them being engaged  and they already having trouble.

When her food came we dismissed the topic and decided to talk about something else. I smiled to myself because I was able to take her out the mood. When she was done eating I paid for the food and we walked back to my car. On our way to the mall we both danced in our seats to some drake. If only I could find someone like him. We pulled into a parking spot and headed towards the entrance.

I went in the sneaker spot with Lyric and we both got some matching Jordan's just different colors. I wasn't a fan of these black 9s but I got them while she got the white and greenish gold looking ones. We hit up some more stores until we finally decided to go to the jewelry store.
" Baybe get which ever ring you want , I tol you I gotchu baybe " The familiar voice caught me off guard. Me and Lyric did a double take noticing Autumn standing there with a chick who almost looked like a model. She had wide hips , a big ass that was clearly fake, and her chest looked liked watermelons. Everything about this bitch was fake. The man behind the counter turned towards me asking me if he could help me with anything. I smiled and said yeah. " I want to buy matching necklaces can I see the ones you have for friendships " I said before looking back over at Autumn who was now looking at me and Lyric.