The Love I Never Had ( Thug Story )

11.

Autumn

Last night was suppose to be the night me and Cholè had sex. I wanted this girl in so many ways but I knew I had to wait. I received a call from Jacob going off about something I didn't really understand. I knew later on I had to hit his spot up so we could talk about it.

Right now I was laying next to a sleeping Cholè. This girl love to sleep. Me on the other hand was pretty much becoming an early bird. I was hungry so I called IHOP and order some shit for Cholè and I. Sitting on the edge of the bed on the phone Cholè wraps her hands around me. She's becoming my weakness to the point where I think about this girl a lot.

" Hey sleepy head , ya up finally." I said as she stood up in front of me.
" Yeah I was tired because you kept me waiting so yeah." She climbed in between my legs and I laid back pulling her on top of me.
" Don't start Autumn cause I know you can't finish it." She said looking down at me.
" You ever had good dick in ya life befo'?" I questioned while rubbing on her ass through the shirt.
" When I was young , 17 but I don't think it was good." She smiled rubbing on my chest.

If I have sex with this girl I want it to be special. After our conversation we ended up in the living room watching movies and eating our food. I can't lie but Cholè brings the chill out of me. She keeps me very relaxed and that's what I like in a female.

Lyric

Right now I was confused. I'm tired of our ups and downs. Yesterday he left upset about God knows what. All I can remember was pulling on his arm and begging him not to leave but he did. I woke up and he still wasn't home but his second phone was. I picked up the phone looking at all the messages but my eyes landed on one specific one, Nita. As I read these messages my eyes burned and tears started streaming down my face.
" You enjoy getting other women pregnant. I saw the ring on her finger too you marrying this bitch too. How could you ever. You can only marry one you asshole did you forget? You gave me a ring a year ago. I'll be coming to where you are soon and when I get there that bitch better be out of your life because I was there first. We've been together for 4 years and you decided to propose to a chick you barely know. She can keep the ring and the baby but she can't keep you I want her out of our house." The text read. I never been so embarrassed. Here I was engaged to a man that was engaged to another woman.

The fact that I do love this man and he does this to me. I couldn't take his lying ass anymore I'm not staying here with him at all. Maybe my bestfriend was right. I heard to the door open and close. I was so confused about everything.
" Lyric baby you home! " he called out. Making my way toward the stairs with the phone still in my hand I watched as he watched me from the bottom.
" I got you some food baby , you ok you look pale. " He smiled but then it faded.
" Jacob why me huh? Why are you bringing me this much stress. You put me in a big ass house that's not even ours but instead it's somebody else's home. You shared this home with another woman for how long? " I took a deep breath.
" what are you even.."
" FOR HOW LONG JACOB ANSWER MY QUESTION!" I cut him off by screaming and throwing his phone.
" Listen stop yelling in here ok, yo ass never trusted me you sitting here going through my phone cause I left it around. Listen I don't know what to tell you ok everything in that phone is truth. Yeah fuck it I'm engaged to another woman but guess what a year ago or two she left and told me not to wait for her so I took it as me being single. I love Nita but lyric time changes everything and over the time she's been gone I grew to love you more."

I didn't care for what he was saying either way she was coming back and I wanted to be gone. I refused to live in a house he shared with someone else. I didn't have time for drama or fighting females while being pregnant so for now on I just wanted to stay the baby mama and nothing more.
" Jacob I'm leaving." Was the last thing I said to him before going into the room and packing up my belongings.

Cholè

At 3 o'clock Autumn left. Guess he went to see Jacob but as for me I was on the couch watching tv. My phone started to vibrate and looking down at it I wanted to ignore it but it was lyric.
" Yes baby mama." I smiled calling her that I still couldn't believe my bestfriend was pregnant.
" Hey I have so much to tell you but I'm on my way to your house." She said sounding a little sad.
" Ok Lyric I'm on my way cause I'm at Autumns place. Just let yourself in you have the key." I said standing up from the couch and heading towards the bedroom.

Once the phone called ended I put Autumns sweatpants and my shoes. I texted him telling him I would be back later because of the Lyric situation. I hoped in one of his cars and drove to my house. Which wasn't a long drive I could've just walked. Parking the car and getting out I walked towards the front door.

Stepping inside Lyric was sitting on the couch looking upset. Handing me her phone I read the message.
" How did you get this L?" I questioned.
" Jacobs phone I forwarded to myself so you could see it for yourself." She spoke.
I felt bad for her that she would soon be bringing in a baby to an asshole that doesn't even notice that Lyric loves him.
" I should've never said I do. First it was fine until he found out I was pregnant now then he told me get rid of it now he loves it. Then This hits us. " She cried.
" You don't need him babe you just don't I don't want to say I told you so but look lyric I'm tired of seeing you hurt and this ain't something you deserved. Think about the baby ok think about you and the baby, he will always be the father of your child but he doesn't have to be your husband." I said hugging her as she cried.

" Lyric I love you. Always know that."

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Late update but I'm back and their will be a few more chapters before it ends so please stay tuned I've been working on new stories. But comment and tell me what you think😊