The Love I Never Had ( Thug Story )

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Lyric

6 months later..

I was laying in bed eating as usual. I haven't been home since the day Cholè helped me pack my things and move in with her. That night I waited for Jacob to come home but he never did and when I woke up in the morning he still wasn't home. Cholè has been helping me a lot and working hard in school. I went to the New Years party the club had last month and Autumn was there. I felt bad for Cholè even though she was chilling with King more but the way Autumn did her was dirty.

Cholè came in my room and rubbed my belly. It was big for six months and I was happy to almost be a mom. In two weeks I would find out what I'm having after 4 months of waiting.
" Prego what's the plans for today , you wanna go shopping or something " I smiled at Cholè still rubbing my bump.
" Yeah we should do that I need some stuff for the baby " I said sitting up so I could climb out of the bed slowly.

Cholè helped me into my hunter boots and I put on my jacket. It was still cold for February. We headed out the door and Cholè helped me walk in the puddles still on the ground from all that rain we had yesterday night. If Cholè was a man she'll be the best father out here.

The drive to the mall was long as hell but when we finally got there I was relieved. " Let's go to baby's RS or Children's place " I said and she followed behind me. I admired how Cholè's hair was in a high ponytail showing off her face. Her eyes lit up and she had this glow. It's been like that ever since she started fucking with King. I didn't really like him but if Cholè was happy so was I.

I walked around the store picking up everything I thought would be nice for a baby's room. Cholè wanted to decorate the other free room in the house but it told her no. I smiled to myself looking at all the little jeans they had for babies. I felt eyes on me and when I looked up it was him. Jacob. The person I wish I hadn't seen. He was walking with a lady that had a stroller. My heart melted right there. Could this be his baby momma? Is this why he didn't want me to have his baby? All these questions ran through my head but I quickly looked away and pretended like I didn't know him.

I watched as the lady rung everything up and I paid for it. I couldn't understand why he was looking at me. He had a face that I knew very well. The face of shame. Every time he knows he fucked up he softens up. I could stand here and say I don't need him but I do. Not for me but for the baby's sake. What about a father figure. What about a dad.

Cholè

I was on my phone texting King and shopping around with Lyric. King and I are not dating but it's getting there. He's really nice and I can tell him anything. When we left out the store after Lyric paid I noticed she was in deep thought. " You Okay L?" I questioned her and she smiled. " Yes I'm fine , lets eat I'm hungry " she responded and we headed towards the food court and ate.

Tonight was work for me so I had to leave Lyric home alone. I hated doing that because she's clumsy and the other day she almost fell coming down the steps. When we got inside she climbed up the stairs slowly and I got the bags. Soon after getting settled I got in the shower and got ready for work. I was in a hurry so I got dress fast and hugged Lyric before I left.

Stepping into the club that smelled dirty I walked over to station and got ready to work. The club was filled tonight which meant more money. I watched as the strippers did their thing and the guys throw their money. Today King was working so I was happy I didn't have to see him throwing money at these females.
That's the thing that pissed me off about him. He was in my ear saying one thing but doing the other. He was another Autumn but if I asked King to give me the respect I deserved he would do so.