The Love I Never Had ( Thug Story )

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Autumn

When I got home Cholè was laying down watching tv. I knew something was wrong with her because she never looked up from the tv. It's like she wasn't even watching it she was staring through it.
" Cholè You Aight ma " I sat in front of her causing her to look at me.
" Yeah I'm Fine , I'm Tired Autumn Goodnight " She turned around pulling the covers over her.

I knew she was mad that I took long to get home and to top it off I was drunk and high. I should've never went to the strip club with these niggas but in the morning I'll make it up to her.

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I woke up to an empty bed as always. The shower water was running letting me know Cholè was in the shower. I closed my eyes when I heard the bathroom door open. I heard shifting and cracked my eyes open a little bit. Cholè was rubbing lotion on her naked body. Her plumped ass sat up nice. I noticed a tattoo going down her back. How could this girl be so beautiful. She turned around facing me. I tried my best to not make my half opened eyes move.

I watched her put on her panties. Shit I was catching a hard on and she was gon see it due to me not having the covers on. Her nipples were hard making me bite my lips. I opened my eyes and smiled at her. " Stop looking at me nasty " she said turning back around so I couldn't see. I laughed and walk up behind her.
" I can look at what's mine " I whispered in her ear and she made a stink face.

She wasn't my girlfriend yet but she will be. I watched as Cholè put on a body chain and a white crop top with the shorts to match. Where the fuck she think she going looking like this.
" You better change out them shorts and to top it off you putting on makeup , where the fuck you going Cholè " I said irritated but I couldn't lie she did look beautiful and her shorts hugged her a little too perfect for my liking. " Lyric wants to go out to get breakfast and shop around " She said flat Ironing her hair. " Why you got to get dressed up to go shopping? " I questioned.
" Autumn it's hot outside , this is an outfit that I'm going to wear so I don't know what to tell you " She said with a little attitude.

I got in the shower and took care of my hygiene. When I got out Cholè was sitting on the bed with an attitude. Before I got in the shower I texted Jacob and told him we going out with the girls. When I was done getting dress , Cholè stood up from the bed and walked out of the room.

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The drive to Denny's was short. I parked and we made our way inside. " Hi can I get a table for four , 2 other people are on their way " I said and the lady took us to a table in the corner. I helped Cholè into her chair before sitting into mines. " When you gon stop being mad at your man " I said smiling at her and licking my lips. She shook her head and blushed. I'm gald I had that affect on her already. " Can I have a kiss now , cause I'm tired of you being mad at ah nigga " I said grabbing her hand and she smiled. I pulled her in for a kiss and slowly pushed my tongue in.

I ain't care where we was at or who was watching we was going at it. Finally she pulled away biting down on her bottom lip. I know my baby a freak I could tell.
Lyric walked in with Jacob behind her. She looked pissed off. I smiled and she shot me a stare causing me to look down and laugh.   " Sorry we late , Lyric always got an attitude " Jacob said looking at lyric with a smirk.

" Hey Autumn, What's Up Jacob what can I get y'all two " The waiter smiled causing Lyric and Cholè to look at her side ways.
" Bitch you stupid or what,  don't you see  two other people sitting here " Lyric said looking dead at the waiter.
" Oh Sorry I wasn't paying you broke hoes any attention , Check y'all hoes " She gave me and Jacob a serious look.
" Anne Chill Ight , Just order our food " I looked at her but she kept going on at the mouth.
" Cause you know I'm crazy Autumn and I will slap these hoes .. "
" Slap who bitch ! " Cholè cut her off by standing up and snatching a pocket knife from her shorts. Anne eyes got big and she ain't say shit. She walked away and Cholè sat back down shaking her head and scrunching up her face.

2 minutes later a male waiter came over and took our orders. When the food came we ate and laughed at the gangster shit Cholè pulled a few minutes ago. She wasn't nothing to fuck with.

Cholè

I ain't for no games. The only person that made me feel weak was my mother. When I was young my dad would always tell me I'm a tough girl. He taught me everything I know. It wasn't a day where I didn't think about my dad. I missed him. I was in a store looking at a pair of shoes that was expensive. I could feel people watching me so I turned around.

" What Autumn, Why you staring at me so hard for " I shot him a glare.
" How you know I was looking at you " He said walking up to me and hugging me from behind.
" Did you ever open those things I brought for you " He whispered in my ear giving me chills.
" No I forgot all about that but I'll open it when I get home " I said trying to move out of his arms but he held onto me.
" You not going home tonight , You coming with me and what's your shoe size " He questioned looking down at me causing me to shake my head.

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We left the mall with so many bags. I didn't like being spoiled this much by a man. Men can be childish sometimes and think just cause they brought you shit they own you or you have to lay down with them. I was thankful for the clothes and the designer shoes he got me but I didn't want him thinking I needed his money because I didn't.

" Can I have a kiss " He said stopping at a red light. I blushed a little bit and leaned in to kiss him before the light turned green. Pulling up to the house I grabbed the bags out of the back seat and followed him towards the door.

A lot happened over these two weeks that it's weird. I might have a boyfriend and someone who actually cares for me. And maybe one day my mom can stop being addicted to drugs and understand that without her I feel like shit sometimes. I lost my dad and it would hurt to lose my mom.

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