MUCH TO THEIR HORROR HER STORY WAS MUCH MUCH WORSE THAN THEY ALL THOUGHT AND FEARED . SHE HAD INDEED BEEN THROUGH HELL AND BACK AND SURVIVED . HOW COULD SHE COME THROUGH ALL THAT WAS A MIRACLE TO ALL THREE OF THEM .
CLARISSA BEGAN TO TELL THE BOYS HER STORY THAT NO ONE ELSE REALLY KNEW ABOUT EXCEPT DR . DOUG ONLY BECAUSE HE WAS ONE OF HER MANY DOCTOR'S WHEN SHE WENT THROUGH TREATMENTS YEARS AGO , AND HE HELPED HER GET ON THE RIGHT TRACK AGAIN WITH THINGS .
THE PART YOU ALL DON'T KNOW ABOUT IS THE MOST DIFFICULT PART FOR ME TO TALK ABOUT BECAUSE WELL I DON'T KNOW HOW YOUR GOING TO LOOK AT ME THE SAME WAY AGAIN AFTER YOU HEAR IT . BUT YOU ALL HAVE THE RIGHTS TO KNOW AND I'M GOING TO TELL YOU IT'S JUST HARD SO BEAR WITH ME HERE PLEASE ...........
YOU SEE AFTER I LEFT AND LOST TOUCH WITH YOU GUYS I WENT OVER SEAS A WHILE . I GOT KIDNAPPED AND SOLD INTO A I GUESS YOU COULD CALL IT WHITE SLAVERY RING OR PROSTITUTION OR WHATEVER . I WAS SOLD TO A WEALTHY MAN AND AT FIRST HE TREATED ME WELL LIKE A PRINCESS AND DIDN'T TOUCH ME AT ALL . I THOUGHT WE WERE FRIENDS AFTER A WHILE AND THEN ONE NIGHT HE STARTED TO ....... TO ....... TO ......
IT'S OK CLARISSA YOU DON'T HAVE TO .......
NO I HAVE TO TELL YOU ......... ONE NIGHT HE TOOK ME TO A FANCY FORMAL DINNER PARTY WITH SOME BUSINESS ASSOCIATES . NOTHING OUT OF THE NORMAL I THOUGHT . COME TO FIND OUT I WAS THE ONLY FEMALE GUEST THAT NIGHT AND THEY HAD OTHER PLANS . THEY PUT SOMETHING IN MY DRINK AND FOOD AND THE NEXT THING I KNEW AND REMEMBERED WAS I WASN'T SO INNOCENT ANYMORE . THEY KEPT ME LOCKED UP IN A CAGE IN A SMALL ROOM CHAINED TO THAT DINGY MATTRESS ON THE FLOOR OF THE CAGE . NO FOOD OR WATER FOR DAYS ON END . THEY STARVED ME AND BEAT ME CONSTANTLY WHEN I REFUSED TO SERVICE THEM . THAT WENT ON FOR WHAT SEEMED LIKE MONTHS BUT REALLY IT WAS YEARS ....... THEN ONE DAY , ONE DAY ONE OF THEM MUST HAVE FELT SOME KIND OF PITY FOR ME AND LET ME GO . HE TOOK ME OUT OF THE CELL AND OUT OF THAT HOUSE AND GOT ME THE MEDICAL ATTENTION I NEEDED . AFTER WHAT SEEMED LIKE MONTHS BUT COME TO FIND OUT IT WAS YEARS . I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL FOR ALMOST 2 YEARS FROM THE INJURIES THEY HAD INFLICTED ON MY FRAGILE BODY . BETWEEN THEM BEATING ME AND ...... AND ....... THE OTHER THINGS WELL ......... MY BODY JUST BROKE DOWN AND COULDN'T TAKE IT ANY MORE . I WAS IN A COMA FOR ALMOST A YEAR ALONE FROM THE TRAUMA AND STRESS AS THEY EXPLAINED IT TO ME BACK THEN . I STILL SUFFER FROM PTSD AND GET SKITTISH AROUND MEN ALOT OF TIMES . BUT THAT'S NOT ALL OF IT YET THERE IS STILL MORE .......
WHEN I CAME BACK TO THE STATES I MOVED BACK HERE AND BACK WITH MY FAMILY . MY MOTHER'S YOUNGEST BROTHER ALSO TOOK IT UPON HIMSELF TO MOLEST ME AND RAPE ME AS WELL , NOT ONLY BEFORE WHEN I WAS LITTLE GROWING UP BUT ALSO AFTER I CAME BACK . YOU TWO ( I POINTED AT BRIAN AND DUANE ) KNEW PART OF THAT BUT NOT THE OTHER PART . I JUST COULDN'T TELL ANYONE BECAUSE IT WAS BAD ENOUGH MY OWN FAMILY TREATS ME LIKE THEY DON'T EVEN KNOW ME , LET ALONE WANT ME AROUND BECAUSE I SENT HIM TO JAIL BECAUSE OF WHAT HAPPENED . NOT THAT IT WAS MY FAULT OR ANYTHING ......
ANYWAY I REBELLED LIKE ALWAYS , AND MET A GUY I HARDLY KNEW AND GOT STUPID AND MARRIED HIM BECAUSE HE MADE ME FEEL SPECIAL AND LOVED ....... TYPICAL RIGHT ..... WRONG, HE NEVER WANTED TO BE WITH ME REALLY HE CHEATED THE WHOLE TIME AND BEAT ON ME AND BASICALLY RAPED ME WHENEVER I SAID NO TO HIM . I SPENT ANOTHER 7 YEARS IN HELL UNTIL MY DIVORCE GOT GRANTED . I THEN GOT INTO A REALLY BAD SLUMP AND STARTED DRINKING AND DOING OTHER BAD THINGS TO MYSELF LIKE THE SELF HARM AND DRUGS , MUCH LIKE THE GIRLS BUT WORSE . THE SELF HARM GOT TO THE POINT WHERE I ALMOST DIED A FEW TIMES . THAT'S WHY I HAVE THE TATTOO'S AS A REMINDER OF WHAT I'VE DONE AND TO NEVER FORGET AND TO BE STRONG . SO YEAH BOYS THERE IS THE PART YOU HAVE BEEN MISSING OF MY STORY . PLEASE DON'T HATE ME ...... OR JUDGE ME ...... THOSE WEREN'T THE BEST OF TIMES IN MY LIFE AND I'M NOT PROUD OF THEM . BUT IN MY DEFENSE I GO TO GET CHECKED REGULARLY FOR BLOOD TESTS AND OTHER THINGS SO I'M FINE NOW . PLUS WITH MY JOB AND ALL ITS MANDATORY TO BE CHECKED . BECAUSE OF MY PAST HISTORY AND STUFF.
